Have problem sleeping? Listen to this...

Brush your teeth, turned off the lights, as you lay in your bed, close your eyes and listen to this.. May it be your sweet prayer to the Lord tonight.. Sweet dreams dears... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yvY6D34eRhY

When I was in my teen, I attended a youth group in Likas, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. I don't get the teaching because it was in mandarin and my mandarin sucks, big time. But some how I felt God's peace and presence the minute I sat in the van that fetched me to the evening youth service.. Starts about 7pm or 730pm if I'm not mistaken.. 

There was one time, I had been missing youth meeting for a long while, for some reason, I called up and told them I will be going on that particular Saturday. As the van drove closer and the minute I sat down, I can feel God's overwhelming presence.. My eyes was watery and I cannot explain what I felt inside but it was beautiful and I could cry my sorrow away silently.. no one in the van knew I cried, no one bothered I guess but I knew God know.. because He was with me that day, in the van, waiting for me to go see him.. 

But I knew now that He was all along with me, He knew why I have been troubled and in sorrow.. He was there when things went wrong and I faced challenges that was beyond me.. He was there when I tried to be strong for my family and friends; He was there when I life lift me up and throw me down and I shattered like an egg on the hard floor.. He was there always.. But I was not aware of His presence... Until I decided to sit down and be with Him...

Now, I can't say that I always feel His presence 24/7 but I know, I really know, that He is there always.. the difference is that I will try my best to remind myself that "Hey, Jesus is here.. Don't worry. Do your best and He will handle the rest. His presence is here. His love and grace is here. He Is Here.." 

The song As the Deer (the normal version) , touched my spirit so deeply during one of the youth meetings in my teens that even though we keep repeating the song the whole night, I didn't get bored with it.. it just ministered to me and I could see myself exactly like the deer, thirsting for water.. wanting to drink from the living water, the provider of life and giver of all things good.. It was beautiful and it was never the same again when we sang the same song now.. The song has always reminded me of this moment.. the moment that I could only explain it through the senses of my spirit and my heart; logic nor wisdom cannot make sense of. 

Seek good, not evil, that you may live. Then the Lord God Almighty will be with you, just as you say he is. Hate evil, love good; maintain justice in the courts.

—Amos 5:14-15

Breakfast at home..

The first dish i was able to cook was a yummy one! ahahaha.. but I use the electric multi cooker to cook a yummy breakfast! Thanks to Carmen Chang's family gift on our wedding day.. :D It is such a blessing!!! I'm so blessed in deed.. I also wanna thank my family n close frens + leaders, youth and parents who donated some money for us to repair our kitchen.. I thank the Lord for all of you.. for your kindness and understanding.. :)

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Wanna see how my breakfast looks like?? :D

Tadah!!!~~~~~ The one on top is mine.. obviously.. the one with some veggie is always mine :P

the one on the bottom is hubby's one lor.. Alex n Melissa ate from my plate.. :)

ahehehe... Alexander is waiting to take the becon.. We dun always have this for breakfast lar.. only once a while.. a small treat for all the hard work hubby had dun.. :) cook something nice lor..

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A simple breakfast can make me happy :) I thank Jesus!!!

Alexander wanna cook his bolster in the oven.. LOL..

Dun worry.. it's not pluged in.. ahahaha..

We were cleaning and working on our kitchen so we put the oven on the floor near the kitchen door..

Manatau.. My son so creative.. put in his smelly bolster aka Ah Boh into the oven and actually turning the timer on!

Once a while you'll hear a 'ting' sound from the oven to inform us that the time is up... Wht is ready? the Ah Boh lar. LOL

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Children sometimes makes you laugh and sometimes they make you cry, the worst.. they make you really angry.. But overall.. it's worth it.. We learn as parents to perservere, learn to play, learn to rest, learn to appreciate, learn to forgive, learn to give, learn to kiss n hug, learn to love.. ;')

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Being a parent is never easy... not because our children are hard to raise..

but because sacrifice is hard.. obedience is hard.. LOVE is hard..

In the end.. everything will be worth it.. may not be able to measure it based on how our children turned out to be..

but rather... the time that we have spent with each other (parent n children).. makes everything worth it..

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I want to cherish every moment of my children's life right now.. coz one day.. they will be able to walk on their own and when the time comes.. They are not holding my hand anymore... they are holding Jesus's..

I wish I could turn back time..

If my mom would still be alive today.. I could go back to Sabah along with my two kids and spend more time with her.. since now I'm the home maker and my hubby is the one bringing the bread home..

But when she was very sick (3 years ago) ... I had to go and work to provide for my family while my hubby is still thinking through his business ventures.. futhermore I was pregnant with Alexander when she was diagnosed with breast cancer.. I had to do what I had to do for my family.. it was so heart breaking for me then..

Now that I'm a home maker.. I'm happy but still wished that I could be a home maker sooner for my mom's sake.. but then.. if I go home.. she may not receive Christ as her savior.. she may not rely on God then and be saved.. I know she loved me and trusted me becuase some how.. we are similar.. (I would say I'm more mature than my bro ahahahaha.. just careless sometimes :P but more matured definately..) my mom and I have the same wave length... ahehehe.. may be it's just being a women that bonds us together so closely..

I wished she was here with me right now.. I wished she could feel my joy.. (eventhough she may nag at me for not going to work and let my hubby handle the money.. LOL.. I need to learn to trust my hubby.. I need to learn to trust God..)

I will always remember my mom's love for me.. may Jesus bless her soul...

Carrefour's mutanted Tomatoes!!!!

I had NEVER seen a tomato sprouting from within and still look so fresh from the outside!!!

This discovery is scary for me~~ I can't believe it!! When does a seed become a tree? WHEN IT DIES AND STARTS TO SPROUT~~~ So, it was to my horror when I see Tomato seeds sprouting inside a nice, red and shiny tomato flesh...

I am being silly becuase i fail biology!? but then.. this is really the first time i see tomatoes sprouting like tt wor!!!!??? I am katak dibawah tempurung in this? pls tell me?? pls???~~

It's not just ONE of the tomatoes, mind you.. IT's ALL OF IT!!! All 6 of it in the package!!!

I will not buy tomatoes from Carrefour package ever!!~~

Can you see the sprouts!!!!

Here a closer picture.. this is nothing compared to the photo below..

This is how the pack look like...

See!!!! Mutanted tomatoes ladies and gentlemen!!! Dun buy ah.. if buy also pls check properly..

Like an alien living inside the tomatoes!!! yuks!!!

Just love..

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"Love came down and everything change.." is the vision for our church this year (2010) and truly God's love have shown us how to live our lives more effectively and more powerfully..

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We struggle with our lives everyday, with work, with family, with friends, with issues, with our country etc.. and sometimes we don't see that there is Hope.. we do not see God in all our struggles.. we don't dare to even face the truth.. we just continue to live in denial.. take the easy way out, just be natural and do what ever that seems easier.. Even though it is easier, we still struggle and worst, we suffer becuase of what we have done...

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Love is not something easy to do.. Love means forgiveness, acceptance, endurance, sacrifice, hope etc.. it's hard work and takes a lot of effort and commitment.. Love is the greatest lesson we can learn from Jesus.. yet His love is hard for us to understand nor comprehend.. becuase He is perfect and we are not.. but we need to try.. we need to give it our best and Love.. There is no way around it to see God's face but to Love.. and love like how Jesus have loved..

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Someone loves you, really really loves you.. would you love back?

What do you do when someone is inconsiderate?

What do you do when someone YOU DON'T KNOW is not being considerate or being uncivilized? I would understand if they cannot read. I can understand it if everyone else does not follow the rules. I can stand it if it happened somewhere in the 'kampung'.. but this is KL? Don't tell me you cannot read this simple rule! (see below pic)

Written so big some more.. let say you cannot read lar.. fine...it's ok.. but look at all the other children and PARENTS, they took off their shoe! Don't you think you allowing your child to go in and play with her shoes on is very rude and inconsiderate? and you also didn't take off your shoes when you walked in either?

I'm sorry if I seem to judge you coz i don't really know you, but based on this issue I see that you are not considerate in this matter (not any other matter, just on this matter.. allowing ur dirty shoe inside the area.. ) It could be dirty already lar.. but try to understand tt this is a public area... everyone is using it and even though it is not super clean, your child needs to take off her shoe if she wants to play there.. right or not?

Do I sound critical? I'm sorry if i've disturb your peace.. I just cannot stand it when people are being unfair, inconsiderate or unreasonable.. especially in public places.. come on lar.. be civic minded a bit can ah? People cut queue also another issue.. I am not rude but if you are not an elderly, i will ask you to go to the back and queue coz everyone here is queuing up..

Well, I didn't want to be rude tt day when this happened coz I was already very up set so if I were to go over there and speak to you, you may get angry.. not just up set.. so I decided to take a photo of the 'example' you showed.. but i guess you saw me taking your photo? coz after you took your child away and came back a few min laterwithout her wearing her shoes anymore..

That doesn't mean you are off the hook.. you are suppose to teach your child to obey the rules.. not break them.. who ever says "rules are to be broken" is an idiot! coz when the rules are broken and it hurts someone you love.. then you'll know rules are important.. some rules are harmless, like this one.. but our children starts to learn to obey from these simple and harmless rules right?

i know perhaps poshing the photo with your face in it would be unethical.. so I only posh this one where your face was blocked by your child.. when you quickly grab your child out of there.. so I don't think anyone will know who you are.. only my close family and friends really reads my blog anyway.. the rest are just here to say hi..

我還是我 I AM WHO I AM by Namewee 黃明志好好野專輯主打

I don't know why.. but listening to this song made my cry.. is it sad? is it frustration? is it hope? is it loneliness? is it despair? I don't know..

I do not like his use of foul language but I think his view is very relevant.. His method could be too direct and offensive but we got to admit tt he got a point! I will not be surprise that one day he could be one of our political leaders.. if he learns to tone down his swearing and curshing, have more self-control, more ppl will think he is mature enough to voice for the people... especially the younger generation.. I wished that he would know God, know Jesus... and perhaps he will know how to approach these matters and issues more wisely.. Coz he got the guts to!!

ON another note...

"I am who I am".. :) Like how God tell Mosses how to introduce God to His ppl ler.. ahahaha in the old testi when God appeared to Mosses.. (Exodus 3:14).. I'm not saying he is God, i'm just saying the title of his song sounds like wht the Bible says..

"I am not I AM, but I know who is I AM.."-- heard it from a preacher :D make sense???

It's Raya!!!! Yea!!!!

You know wht i like about Raya? besides the food... the opportunity for the Malays to ask for forgiveness...

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Many take this for granted i'm afraid and after asking for forgiveness, many still continue on with their wrong doings because there's always next year to ask for forgiveness.. but nevertheless, it is a good practice and forgiveness should always be continuous...

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So what about we Christians?? When do we have the opportunity to ask for forgiveness? from our parents, our siblings, our spouse, our children, our friends etc? I was thinking about this as I was thinking about what to share this coming Sunday on Pastor's vision for the church... We are a family based church where we want to build healthy Christlike families.. and I think it is not a coincidence that I was put to share during this time of Raya to share about this vision God have about forgiveness in our church...

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Our church focus on family and community work.. to be relevant and compassionate to the ppl around us.. We want to show and shine God's love to others and to help them from misery through God's unfailing love.. But before acceptance can enter a person's heart or soul... forgiveness must come in first.. Don't you agree? Forgiving ourselves and forgiving others who have done us wrong.. those whom have hurt us.. even asking for forgiveness from those we hurt.. (they forgive you or not is entirely up to them but we must ask for forgiveness so we can move on...)

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Asking for forgiveness is one of the most humbling thing... it is not what any human can do.. Many people have told me that they cannot do it.. and I believe them (and I don't blame them nor judge them). But Jesus can! God can help us to forgive.. how you may ask? Ahahaa.. I cannot tell you how because only He knows how.. especially for you that is.. there is no real formula for forgiveness or how it will happen.. but one thing is for sure if WE want forgiveness to happen.. We first must want to forgive, or decides to forgive.. (it's not mind over matter; it's not psycho yourselves into forgiveness.. no... those things wouldn't work.. coz forgiveness is truly hard...) Once your spirit, heart, mind and soul decides that you need forgiveness, that is when God can help you.. That is when God's loving spirit could nuture your soul into letting go..

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How does it fit into our church vision? :) as a family unit.. we need to constantly forgive each other.. because sometimes, or most of the time, the people we hurt most are the ones we loved the most..

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Jesus can help us to forgive and move on.. allow Him to do it with you?

Frustration explosion!!!

I was going through my blog and see anything was written half way and was not being posted.. and I came across this post that i left unfinished in June.. I suppose I was feeling really up set but now Thanks to God and my mentor who encourage me to continue praying.. I got the ans that i needed.. and things are going so well since then... :) but just to share that i am only human.. here was my thoughts when I was in that trap of depression..

"What would you do when you are sooo up set that you feel you are about to explode!!!??

Some of us will just bla it out; while some will write it out in their blog or facebook; Some will call someone and complain about it and seek advice (may be?); some would just keep it to themselves etc...

I have come to a point where when I'm frustrated, I'll keep it to myself.. I hope I'll keep it for a while and then deal with it coz if I keep it too long.. it will be too much for me to handle if it happens again.. I will explode! (cool cool!~~~ breath breath~~)

I would normally pray (most of the time perhaps talking to myself.. not praying.. just thinking out loud..) but sometimes I don't an ans for the things that troubles me.. and that would make me continue to wonder what should I do.. then I'll continue to pray and hope to find an ans.. to confront, to keep quiet, to say my mind, to just seek other's advise..wht? haih..

I'm just so tired.. to even want to think of what should I do now.. physically tired.. It is now that I should realize how much I need God's strength.. again... to pull me through.. so much to do, so much to think about, so much to sort out.. My Lord Jesus.. lend me Your ear, so that I may be heard.. am I suppose to take up this burden all by myself? am I all alone in this?...."

I hope when you do feel what i was feeling then, I encourage you to also pray to God consistently and seek His word and assurance.. seek His guidance and wisdom.. Jesus loves you a lot to want to help you.. and He can :) I am grateful for the peace He has bestow upon me.. Thank you Jesus..

Mini me = Alexander Toh

Logan: suz ur akekeke sounds like Alex lor
Han then:That's cos the son is mirroring the mother LOL
Susana: :P the apple dun fall far from the apple tree one mah.. I'm glad that he is like me.. just wished my mom was still here to give me some pointers in how to train the "Mini Me".
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I do wished that my mom could be here for me.. she is very good with children.. always have been, that's why she had me :D (tt's why i think God have me to her..) even though I was a tough cookie.. she never gave up! She was firm and strich and did all she could to give me a good life. To show me how to live a life with dignity and pride...She took care of me and my brother all by herself... no one ever helped her.. NO ONE except God.. she sometimes regret that she could not buy me nice dresses when I was young because we were poor.. (I always cry when I think about that incident... i remembered it like it was yesterday..) She wished that I could remain a little girl.. that I would not have wings and fly away..

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but i did... I grew up and flew away... not because that I had loved her less.. NO!.. but because I was not meant to stay... it was never meant to be.. God did not ask me to go back.. even though i wished that it was so.. even though it was the most logical, most beneficial and most obvious way to... It was not for me to take the easy way out...

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Anyway, she said that I was not hard to train (I told you she was good!!), it was not hard to love me because I always have a certain charm (this I know... Coz i always makes her smile... ahahhaah) with my silliness and stupidity... I actually made her smile..

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I am a bit scared, coz I dunno anything much about being a mother..? How to train my children to behave, to potty train them, to teach them to be kind and polite etc... I really wised that she could be here... I thank God for one thing though... even though He took her away from me, He gave me a whole new family..My children have a faithful father, wonderful grandparents, uncles and aunties that loves all of us and most of all Godparents (and yi yi) that love my kids for who they are... (basically i have more help than my mom.. all thanks to God almighty...)

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Thank you Lord.. In You I Trust..

I wanna go back Sabah...

I really do.. but I feel so lonely just by thinking about it...

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Who would I go back to? For who do I go back for? my family? who are my family?

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My mother side of the family are not from the place i'm from... they stay much further away.. I know i can go back and visit my cousins.. family from my mom's cousins, but they may be busy with their own lives.. but i do love them and like to spend some time with them... most definately..

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Perhaps my childhood best friend... ahaha until now she is still close to my heart.. her and her whole family :) she is actually distance relatives.. well.. not blood related actually.. just relatives because my grandfather was in the same village as her grandmother.. so they know each other well and call themselves "saudara", in other words.. family.. So she and I are family :) I truly believe we are and meant to be great friends... a friendship that I so cherish.. ya.. perhaps i could visit her and her family..

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My uncle John and family... who took me and spend time with me when i was a child.. Tt would be nice if my children were to go back with me :P they love them very much..

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My step family, who spend time with my mother during her fight with cancer.. but they are all pretty busy.. except my step dad I suppose.. he is a loving and kind person.. or even for my step brother (blood related), he'd like to meet up with me :)

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I use to go back for only one person and even though now I could go back for so many others.. it is not the same..

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I dun have a title for this post.. Feeling sad..

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The last time we saw him was when he was preaching on Sunday... The minute I saw him, he reminded me of my mother.. I was worried and asked a friend about his condition.. but my friend was optimistic thus I should believe that he will be fine..

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Yesterday, he left and went home to the Lord, some of my buddies was there to visit him and saw him go.. So brave...

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When my mother took her last breath.. .......

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I was sleeping next to her.. I didn't want to leave her that night.. then my brother woke me up in tears and said.. "Mom is going off.".. then I called her a few times, told her not to worry and saw her took her last breath.. It was the most painful moment in my life.. I cannot imagine seeing such incident again and I rather die first before anyone else, that I hold dear, to go like tt..

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Pastor Loo... we'll miss you.. You know wht I remember most about you?

Your smile...

McD @ Wangsa Maju.. ur service sucks!!

Sorry for the language.. but truly the service at Wangsa Maju McDonald suck big time!

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Our family went out to buy our grocerries one day and bb was crying.. so we stop at McD to feed her and may be buy some food for Alexander while waiting for bb..

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Hubby was waiting in line for a long time and the lady infront of him was taking a long time as she ordered a lot.. and when the counter waitress (I dunno wht we call them ler..pls tell me if you know.. ) asked her to wait beside the counter (which is next to Nigel) while she go and prepare the customer's order.. ppl start to line up the wrong side which was on the lady's side.. and when the counter finish packing or serving the lady customer, she went and serve the ppl behind her.. bodoh right!? she blind or wht?cannot see my hubby there long time d meh? my hubby so big, carrying a kid some more she cannot see ah? and she knew that the line there is to wait for the food to be prepared or packed.. not for order.. hubby's line was the correct line for ordering..

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Sorry but i'm very up set with her.. but hubby got the patience to just let it be but angry enough to not order anymore..

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I know as Christ's follower I must be patient.. again it shows that I'm still in the process of gorwing up. But sometimes these things gets to me! Cut Q lar.. serve the wrong food lar.. insect inside my food lar.. etc.. Many Malaysians will just be ok with it.. it's true! but I dun think that by doing so we are being nice lor.. We are letting ppl take things for granted! (ello? this is what you call service kah? we pay for it right? I dun need Kings' and Queens' treatment but at least some fairness and courtesy lar when you serve your customer, right?) We should have told them our expectation so they can improve themselves..

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Anyway, a question for you.. If someone were to cut-Q infront of you when you are the next to be served and there are ppl behind you also waiting to be served, would you gently tell the person not to cut the Q? even if that person is your fren? I dare you~~~ >:)

Thank God..

Wanna thank God for so many things..
Even though my life ain't perfect and it is frustrating at times..
I still remember that I live for Him and that I need Him more than ever..
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I keep complaining about other ppl's incompetency..
And in the end I realize my own disability..
In the end, I remembered that is why we human..
Need Jesus..
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As I grow older, I either have grown more patience..
Or I have completely gone astray..
For I am not as fierce and passionate as I use to be..
Perhaps I dun want to always "give a piece of my mind."
Coz if I do tt.. sooner or later I will have none..
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but despite all these I still thank the Lord..
for being merciful to me..
For without His guidance and His Holy Spirit's directions..
I would not know where or what to do with the sheeps I was suppose to lead..
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Sometimes I doubt, when I lead is anyone following?
Or am I just taking a walk on my own?
Would my life be a good enough example to lead someone?
Is it worth following at all?
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I hope i have something to offer..
Something more than myself to give..
something that is from the Lord..
For the young sheep I am to lead..
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I thank God for His blessings..
Amen..

Infection...

yup.. i got infection and that infection caused me to have fever and chills for about 2 weeks.. and I though I was only tired.. haih..

So we went to see the doctor on Tuesday.. he gave me antibiotic and some pain killer..

Now i'm feeling much better... :D Praise God..

Feeling like Rebecca.. not totally.. but similar.. not complaining either :D

Sometimes I feel encouraged, sometimes i feel the opposite..

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Most of all i'm tired out and yet could not stop thinking about what should I do next for God and His people.. I do try all I can to be all that I could for others... but i'm no superwomen.. I am limited in power and strength.. when would people understand that?? When would they realize that i'm only human..

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I loose sleep for thinking too much for the young ppl.. Things that I need to pray about and God led me to sleepless nights to pray for the young ppl everytime one of them are in trouble.... then last night, Nigel got a fever that scared me until I couldn't really rest either.. first time ever he feel cold?? but he is so warm!!! i almost resorted in calling Alexander's God father to come send Nigel to the hospital.. coz even if I could drive, its a bad idea to drive in such a pregnant condition with a very sick hubby and a sleepy toddler.. So I just pray a little prayer and made Nigel feel as comfortable as I could.. then i slept outside last night so he would have more space.. Went into the room a couple of times during the night to see how he was doing.. he fell asleep finally and during the wee hours, he took off the warm jackets and turned on the fan.. ah.. Thank God he is getting better..

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Then the next day, we went to check on my little baby in my tummy :) with Nigel still being unwell.. still inssisted on going on that day for the check up.. Couldn't take her face this time asthe position is a bit off.. perhaps the next time lar.. :) After that, we went to see the doctor.. and Nigel got a jap for his fever..

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Not complaining about having to take care of Nigel and my family during pregnancy.. They are my family, my responsibility, one of my top priority... or even praying and planning for CPY.. It's the physical need the church and the ministry have on me tt is taking it's toll.. 'my spirit is willing but my body is weak.." and i'm not talking about temptation.. i'm talking about helping ppl even... ah... I'm sorry to those that I have to say "NO" to.. Especially those that needed my help.. I can give advise, I can lend a listening ear, I can pray for you and chat with you on msn, care for you and guide, teach and mentor you... BUT, i cannot be the 'transport minister' for you for very long (even though Nigel is THE person holding the key).. I cannot be there PHYSICALLY (with my whole body there with you) all the time.. I could not split myself into two or more to do all that I could do... I wished I could but I'm Not God.. yet sometimes, I just feel everyone is relying on me solely.. After this person cannot deliver.. all eyes will turn to me.. Then ok, i'll have most of the solutions.. I know that is part of being a leader, I do.. Coz when I do something and when I say i try my best, there is nothing less in my effort in doing it.. NOTHING LESS; ALWAYS THE BEST...

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The best that I humanly could do though... the rest I have to leave it to God..

I will still do my best for God's people.. but I only need your understanding.. That even if I said "I cannot.." "No" "I am not able to be there.." "You will have to find your own way.." etc.. doesn't mean i dun care, love you less or even abandoning you.. I am always there for you but in a different way now that I'm in a different stage of my life.. I've always been there for you and all of you know that.. I have served the the youth ministry for the longest time anyone, besides pastor, Jeacie and the elders, in any other ministry in the church and my life have changed from university students, to a working young adult, to a married women and now a mother of, soon to be, two.. I only ask for understanding and love which.. some of my comrades in church understands and really took care of me and my family.. Thanks guys.. you know who you are.. and some of the young ppl who are very understanding and mature enough to know the difference... Thank you too, for being a blessing in my life..

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This year, CPY members are being more independant, more responsible and more willing to do God's work, His will and most of all.. serve the Youth ministry and God's church.. Thank you for those who are serving right now.. truly an encouragement I long to see all these years.. Please continue to serve in His glory.. You will not be dissapointed at the fruit and the harvest you have sowed into His Kingdom..

Scary...

It happened before CNY..

It was a dark and scary night..

On our way home from 1U..

I was asleep in the car..

SUDDENLY! Our car knocked something and my first reaction was to hold on to my Alexander in front and look at Nigel to see if he was also ok and under control!!!

Really Praise the Lord that no one got hurt, especially the motorist who was knocked by another car in front of us (and zoomed off, leaving the poor motorist on the road side but not hurt too badly..).. We only bang his motor... I was afraid of the coming traffics and pray that they see us in tt dark area and avoid us..

Soon after, we were able to leave... the only damage was to our car plate number and may be some rubber beneath our car...

Alexander like dun even bother.. LOL.. So innocent then.. :D

I'm just grateful and Thankful that God has protected us during the event.. and also the motorist.. So during the CNY holidays, we prayed for protecting for all our family members and friends.. never take our safety for granted..

Amos 5:14-15

"Seek good, not evil, that you may live. Then the Lord God Almighty will be with you, just as you say he is. Hate evil, love good; maintain justice in the courts." Amos 5:14-15

by Phil Ware (8th Jan 2010 @ www.heartlight.com)

A whole bunch of folks claims that God is on their side. IN reality, the important question is whether we are on God's side! That's determined more by what we week and do rather than what we think and say. God longs to be with us, but he will not sacrifice his character to extend us cheap grace __ a grace that does not call us to be like him and live with Jesus as our Lord. He's looking for believers who put their character where their mouths are and work to bring goodness to their world, culture and legal systems.

Prayer...

Most Holy God, your righteousness and holiness are beyond me. I know that my best efforts are only vain attempts to attain them. Yet I long, dear Father, to be more like you in every way that it is humanly possible. Let me know of your presence with me as I seek after you, your character, and your goodness in my life. Teach me to be revolted by the things you call evil. In the name of Jesus the Righteous One I pray.. Amen..

The year of God's Love..

Failed!!!

Ok, in the scripture, Corinthians states that "Love is patient..." haiya.. I just failed in that area..

I have patient to the point that I dun get angry and shoot ppl down lar.. At least not yet.. :P

But really can't stand ppl who very perasan one lor.. alamak... especially those who keeps repeating the same old idiotic statements and the same old mistakes and the same old same old stories.. Hhhhaaaaiiiihhhhh~~~

One should not be complacent and just go with the flow or always say "never mind"... but I really need God's love to change myself to overcome this and not be too judgemental also lar... not to ignore the stupidity.. (yes I used the word Stupid, not to curse but it's a fact.) but perhaps to work with it and see it positively? I dunno.. wht do u guys think?

Lord, help me overcome this.. I just can't stand it!!!!