Fever fever go away.. Pls don't come again or stay...

Woke up at 235 in the morning to find my little girl is having a fever.. Ah can't sleep after that.. So after so long.. I've decided to take a min or two just to jot this down... 

She was having some fever since yesterday but was already getting better since evening yesterday.. But it seems the fever came back again and mommy is a little worried..

She took some medicine already but I can't sleep! There must be a reason for it right? (Ya, duh.. Like suddenly waking up in the middle of the night reason?lol) anyway, I have decided to use a wet towel to cool down my baby's body temp.. Took me about one and a half hours to do it but it was not because her temperature is down that I stopped but because.. She woke up, spoke softly and said,"that's enough mommy." 

Ok lar, enough lar.. Trying to go back to sleep now.. But oh wait.. Alarm will start ringing in 30min time! Apelar.. No need to sleep liao lor.. Good morning Thursday! 

Just a sudden thought...

If I think someone dresses nice but may be a bit too sexy for my own daughter, is that being a hypocrite? Coz I can't advise others on how they should dress (I dun agree with something doesn't mean it doesn't look nice, it looks nice to me than it looks nice to me lar) but I can make a difference on how my daughter would choose her dressing.. And I don't think I should impose my own preference on others but I sure can for the one I have given birth to (until a certain age lol talking to a rebel here too Ya know.) just saying... 

Let's talk about Facts..

Fact.

For some teenagers (some, not all), act like children and expect others to treat them like adults. 

Also. Fact.

Season in the sun..

Wow! My last post was like ages ago! Life have been really busy I guess.. Playing catching up at my work place, hoping I meet the expectations I my bosses.. But for me, I knew I gave it my best and I deserve a raise! Hahaha :3 but I want my staff to get some too.. If not at least she will get to travel more next year when we have meet our targets every semester.. I want to train her to be a better person and a better sales person.. 

I feel I am spending more time with my family and friends that matters most to me as well at the same time building new and healthy relationships with my college students and colleagues.. Which is what makes this season of my life, even though busy at work, meaningful.. 

God open doors for me to pray for students who needed some encouragement; God used me to make some of them smile-- some irritated by me.. lol It's nice being able to help even though it's in a small way.. 

Thank you Lord, I know you love me and my family.. Thank you for your grace and mercy Jesus.. 

It has been a while...

Hello mag2218 blog! Hahaha did you miss your author? Nah.. I didn't think so either.. Lol..

But I did miss expressing myself to you.. It's like talking to an audience that may or may not respond.. (Yes, I do get responses sometimes from my blog, which I really do appreciate it)

I was taking a break (or was forced into taking one) and had a great time with family, friends and God.. It's not just about the prayer mountain trip to Korea. It's from taking a break from church youth ministry and moving into a new ministry; it's from a tied up weekends to a free style weekends; from a job insecurity to a new promotion. Wow!! God is good!!! Even during the storm, He hold my hand; even when I could not breath, He breath strength in me; when I almost lost hope, He showed me that there is still hope.. He is a living God! No douth about it! You don't get any personal that my God, seriously.. It's like every heart beat of mine that was doubts, that was shattered, that was hurt and confused.. Now has become so clear and so beautiful I think the storm that I went through was good for me! 

I didn't walk on water, I didn't perform any miracles but what I have learn is good! I learn to do what is right, be sincere and stay calm even when what other say about me hurts and not true.. I think many of us struggle in this area.. We say we don't care but in fact we do.. We care what other ppl think of us, we want to be liked. I don't want to please anyone anymore, I will do my best not to care about things I cannot change or cannot avoid, even after doing all I can that is right. 

I still believe God has the ultimate wisdom.. If we stay in His presence all the time, we will not miss His prompting. 

May who ever that is hurting now, find peace and grace to move on and rejoice in The Lord.. 

My Sunday vision

Today I saw I was seated on Jesus lap.. Like my precious vision, but this time as I look up, Jesus was bleeding from the torn crown and the nails that pierced Hos hands.. His blood was cleaning me.. I was in awe, I was in tears and I am greteful for His.. 

Before I saw this vision I was praying for repentance and ask that Jesus will allow me to be with Him and in eternity, along with my husband, my children and my children's children.. My friends, family and my youths.. And you know what He said to me as He hug me? 

"It's ok, I can do it."

I squeezed Him even tighter.. His love endures forever.. 

A tribute to my late mom...

Have you gotten your rm5 layflat pixajoy album yet? 

Here's my recent project with a theme focused on my mom.. Hope you will enjoy the photos..

Beautiful wasn't she.. If you have known her, you will not only learn to respect her, listen to her and love her.. You will also want to be as strong and wise as her.. She is a fighter with a gentle spirit..