But I did miss expressing myself to you.. It's like talking to an audience that may or may not respond.. (Yes, I do get responses sometimes from my blog, which I really do appreciate it)
I was taking a break (or was forced into taking one) and had a great time with family, friends and God.. It's not just about the prayer mountain trip to Korea. It's from taking a break from church youth ministry and moving into a new ministry; it's from a tied up weekends to a free style weekends; from a job insecurity to a new promotion. Wow!! God is good!!! Even during the storm, He hold my hand; even when I could not breath, He breath strength in me; when I almost lost hope, He showed me that there is still hope.. He is a living God! No douth about it! You don't get any personal that my God, seriously.. It's like every heart beat of mine that was doubts, that was shattered, that was hurt and confused.. Now has become so clear and so beautiful I think the storm that I went through was good for me!
I didn't walk on water, I didn't perform any miracles but what I have learn is good! I learn to do what is right, be sincere and stay calm even when what other say about me hurts and not true.. I think many of us struggle in this area.. We say we don't care but in fact we do.. We care what other ppl think of us, we want to be liked. I don't want to please anyone anymore, I will do my best not to care about things I cannot change or cannot avoid, even after doing all I can that is right.
I still believe God has the ultimate wisdom.. If we stay in His presence all the time, we will not miss His prompting.
May who ever that is hurting now, find peace and grace to move on and rejoice in The Lord..