Friday, January 27, 2012

Today jam d

Today the jam is back! Welcome back everyone!!! Good to see everyone :) its also raining thus causes the jam too.

Monday, January 23, 2012

On the first day of cny -- cute discovery

Today I discovered a very cute fact about the plc tt I am sleeping in. Not only they have a pool, a pond of koi fish but also a group of turtles wondering in a small garden!! How cute is tt!!! Turtles!!! Free in the garden!! A small garden especially for them. Cute or not the turtles??

The year of the Dragon!

It was a great reunion dinner. Waiting to see the pictures Nigel's cousin took with his dslr. Definitely nicer then my cam photos. It rain in kl, Sunday morning. It was a good day for travelling a distance. It was very sunny in jb n it actual rain before during n after the dinner. Very the mah fan but it was enjoyable.

Food was ok but entertainment is worst then last year. Only got singing n belly dancing. Last year got magic show n other performance. But I do appreciate the hard work n time spent for this event. They missed out on their own reunion dinner with family for tt night. So I still feel bless for being able to enjoy tt moment.

Happy chinese new year everyone!!

Thursday, January 19, 2012

7pm

Still bright at 7pm where I am at. Not feeling well today so took mc for the day. My whole family is not feeling well. Then in a spur of the moment we registered my son for kindergarten near by my place. It's an old plc n it's a little run down but they speak and teach mandarin!early morning they even have learn 三字经 (which I dunno anything about :) it is really a right plc for Alex... Hope the Lord's angels will be with him to protect him, guide him n cheer him on and when he comes home, the good Lord will grant him a good rest.

Work had been stressful n it's not going to be any better but when I come home, it's all worth it. I should keep on doing my best n give my best.

Thank you Lord for ur peace n assurance. Am I scared bout the future? Of course I am but I am going to trust God n take His lead.

Life goes on...

Received some unpleasant news from my new company today tt make me a little sad n moody.. But, it is good it is good. Who could tell me tt it is not good except myself right? It could be a really good thing. :) I will just have to trust God n listen to his direction. My only fear is that I wasted too much time trying to figure out His direction.

Today in the office we had a debate bout religion. I know what I believe will not be so acceptable in everyone 's eyes n there will be disagreement and sensitive issue. Declaring who is right n who is wrong. Very very sensitive issue, really. When I discuss these matters with friends, my goal is not to prove or to win, but rather to show understanding, mercy n grace. Some may think tt this action is wimpy act n tt I am not firm in God's truth or words. That I did not stand up for the Lord etc ( you know wht I mean lar hor) but its ok. Coz I only care what God think of my action n even though some out there may disagree with my method of grace, I have peace in me to know that what I did was right. I am not here to prove Our God is the one true God. I am here to share the gospel (share not argue) which is the great commission n most of all- love the Lord your God with all ur heart, all ur soul, all ur strength n with all ur mind; and love ur neighbour as urself, which is the great commandment.

So, in the end we agree to disagree and it was a peaceful ending. I do hope to share in a better way next time, but if one is not ready to receive let us not rush it. We can only pray that God's grace will touch their lives m truly bless them like how Jesus have blessed me.

Btw, I just realised tt there r Christians out there who doesn't believe tt Jesus is God! Tt he is just a prophet tt shared the good news.. I dun believe it... If He is not God, then why do we pray in Jesus name? We pray in Abraham or Elijah or moses's name lar.. Or in paul's name??? (see, even Christian teaching will differ..) it is scary to know that there r Christians out there who could think tt Jesus is not God!!! I have heard of other religion telling me tt Jesus is a prophet but not from a Christian!? Seriously? What is wrong with the world!?

With this said, there will be ppl who will disagree n really believe tt Jesus is not God as how I truly believe tt Jesus is God and not mere human. Jesus is God in human form. My prayer would be that God will give me wisdom n grace to show others how great is my God. If others dun think He is, it doesn't matter coz I know He is, and I pray that me And my household, we will serve the Lord... (praying hard for my own family to encounter Jesus.)

Ok, am very sleepy d.... Night night

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Good morning Warriors!

We r all warriors :) especially those who rely on the spirit of the Lord. U r a warrior! Life is not a bed of roses most of the time and we need to just chop off all the weeds of life to move forward!(ok, sounds like a gardener rather than a warrior ;p lol) but both holds a sword (and I do hope u r holding the word of the Lord as ur sword to fight!) to fight n go to battle everyday.

Thank you Jesus for ur word and wisdom so we know when to hold on, when to let go and have the strength to do either one when called to.

Have courage!!

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Monday, January 9, 2012

So much on my mind right now..

How I miss writting and updating my blog.. I need to find time to do the things I want to do besides working my butt of everyday!!! Since GI came into my life.. it has created a lot of problems in my personal life.. perhaps it is becuase I take it really seriously this time.. I really work hard and did much more then my previous jobs.. I really like to work for a prestige company such as GI.. but after 3 months of hard work.. I'm not sure if it's going to pay off.. :( I am sooo stressed out that it shows.. ON MY FACE!!! Still.. not many knows that I am stuggling with this, not tt i'm not honest about it.. it's just that it's work.. everyone goes through it, right? and we all need to work on it... but i think.. God is teaching me something.. that I cannot rely on my job to provide for me and my family.. I must rely solely on Him.. I must put in more time to really proclaim His peace and joy, love and grace upon my life.. I want to put in quality time being in His presence and Doing His will.. I want to do what really matters to God.. My priority is the same.. it has not change..

A lot on my mind.. God, my family, my youths, my career, my friends etc.. so much to think about? That's what you get from a Melancholic person.. LOL.. Think too much sometimes.. but it is becuase I care so much, that is why I think about everyone.. Especially my youths.. especially recently.. I am so glad that each and everyone of them is in my life.. their courage, commitment and effort reminds me of God's goodness.. I don't deserve the love of these young ones because many have left me before that I do not dare to ask for more, and I can still feel the pain.. I hold no grudges, I hold no unforgiveness.. just sadness as I have to expect and must understand that people leave and move on else where, especially in my ministry.. still it doesn't mean I don't feel anything.. But when I know that they are doing well else where, doing what is God asking them to do and fullfilling God's calling upon their lives.. I am actually rejoicing for God's faithfullness and goodness! They may not think of me anymore but My Lord! you are still soreign!!! ahahaha I can really put them into your hands and You will take good care of them.. (the fact that they are not YET back with Christ doesn't mean God is not doing anything ok? I know God is doing amazing things in their lives.. I just know it!)

I am excited for 2012! with load sof challenges to overcome this year!!! I am a bit scared to be honest.. last week My darling Melissa fell and had to go for stiches on her forehead.. a 45min Operation and stayed overnight in the hospital for obvervation some more ler.. scary and heart breaking situation.. I still praise the Lord that Melissa was all good during the ordeal (except when we forced her to put on the bandage or have to take her temperature or poke the niddle into her blood vassel. That.. she was screaming..) She is fine but will leave a scare on her forehead.. I pray that there will not be any intellectual, emotional and physical damage.. The scares will heal and I believe it can be smoothen and invisible.. :D (Thank God I just got her insurance few months ago.. the bill will cost us a Bomb!!!)

Coming back to my job or career? I leave it in God's hands right now.. Like I always say.. Let me do my best and let God help me do the rest.. Thank you Jesus for making us into overcomers..