brings back memories...

Do you remembering during your childhood years.. the things you really like to do and to have? :D I remembered when I was very young, I love to play with this animal biscuits.. I love to guess what animal is it and tell it to myself (since no one was there to hear me out.. :P mom was too busy with work and house chores..)
TURTLE!!!!! i love it!! I always eat the head first.. then the legs and the tail so after that's all done.. it's like a round/oval shape appearing.. ahahahaa.. kesian the turtle..

Fish!!! hmm... yummy!

I most fav animal! Moew~~ I find that among all the animal designs, the cat is the most special ones.. coz it is shaped as though it is sitting down.. while other animals are just on the side and flat.....

My weird creation.. LOL..

Can this be substitude for wan tan mee's mee?

From the looks of it below.. CAN!... but the taste..... hmmm... NO!!!!! yuks yuks yuks.. lol

Looks good hor!!.. ahahahaa but taste weird lor.. coz i use the soba mee.. It's already a bit salty so when I add in the soy sauce and other ingredient.. it makes the whole thing taste really weird.. ahahahaha.. kesian my hubby..

Coz he has to finish the whole bowl!!!! :D but he couldn't even force himself to eat it up.. akakaa.. never mind.. this is what failure means.. THAT YOU CAN TRY AGAIN NEXT TIME!!! :D and let your hubby suffer a bit more, and when you succeed!!! He will be the first one to jump for joy and celebrate! akakakaka...

Cutie pie Melissa!!!

I just love this photo! ahahah I dunno how a veggie can be shaped like a heart and it settled right on my princess's face so I can take photo of it... aheheehee..

So adorable... haih... soon you will be all grown up and in no time.. we'll be going out shopping together, having tea together, chats about guys, your future, your dreams... hmm.. that day will come :) and mommy is patiently waiting to enjoy those days together with u...

Mean while.. let us just enjoy our lives now together as adult n baby... where i protect, nuture, care, love, provide, teach, discipline, guide and show you how much life have to offer.. most of all, how much Jesus had offered..

Alexander's Master Piece!

LOL... apeni??? cacing? spaghetti? signature? Tikus?

Treat from my new friend-- Daphnie :D

She always brings something nice from home for us to try ahehehee.. this one, eventhough is her leftovers, I gladly consume it with a greatful heart and a joyful tummy.. LOL.. Thanks Daphnie for the treat!! Yummy yummy yummy oh! I ate them all!!! and you know how i eat.. right??? :D I eat a lot a lot a lot of rice one.. and she knows it.. ahahaha.. she brough fried banana n popiah after her afternoon meeting before as well.. Hmm... nice ler.. expensive but nice.. :D I will remember to take more photos the next time ahahaha.. Food food food! Glorious food!!!

Meet my uncle and Auntie from Sabah..

My Uncle John and Auntie Jane from Sabah... LOL... My own father have never fed my children before.. and here my uncle is happily doing so for Melissa.. Both of them really love children i guess.. Looking at them gazing at Melissa melts my heart.. reminds me of the time when I was little and they looked at me with such loving gaze... :')
My Uncle John is really a loving person.. kind and caring.. Even Nigel can see how wonderful my uncle is.. and my auntie Jane always keeps him honest and true.. reminding him to be on the right path and encourage him that there is a God watching~~ akekeeke... They are just so down to earth... No uncle in my family dares to scold me coz they don't have the right too, to be honest! But my Uncle John does... when he scold, i listen :P I had too! I respect him too much..

I love this two people.. They mean a lot to me.. why? because when I was very young and my father wasn't around to love and care for me.. They would take time and bring me out once a while and care for my well being.. I always looked forward to meet them during the weekends! :D I was just hmm... kidergarden to primary school of age? I think??

Sometimes after church or when they picked me up in the morning (sat) we'll go to have breakfast at Pasar Tuaran.. we have long chats and at that time.. they were still a couple.. and the things they talked about are really funny and sweet... ahahaha... u know lar.. lovers mar...

I think among all the uncles that i have.. I respect my uncle John the most.. Even Nigel thinks he is really respectable and honorable.. he is kind, stern, caring at the same time loving. He loves my Auntie Jane very much.. a lot of people especially among the Bumiputra ppl may say he is scared of his wife but to me.. it is something they will never learn and never understand how important it is to any family and relationship to have tt loving fear... It is fear, but not the type that harms one's freedom.. it is fear that someone he loves dearly will be hurt, feel sad or feel disappointed.. that kind of fear is out of love.. it is out of strength and not timidity... It takes a lot to do what he has done for his wife and his family.. Haih.. many bumiputra men will never understand how noble his action is..

I pray that God will grant him not only long life but also happy, joyful and full of loving memories throughout his life.. That his children and his childrens' children will call him blessed. May his life shine the light of Jesus in his words and action.. may he brings honor to his family and all his generation to come.. Bless him Jesus and make him one of the happiest ppl in the world.. :) Give him n Auntie Jane long life and good wealth.. bless all thier children with respect, honor and wisdom in the Lord.. in Jesus name, amen...

Fun time with CPY

CPY meetings is so much fun!!! ahahaha.. we laugh and play and enjoys each others company all the time..
We aint perfect but we can rejoice in our differences and choose to accept and love each other..
We are serious with what we belive in and we don't fall for anything..

Everything that we do we do it for the Lord..

and I hope i say this for all the CPY members to all the ppl out there that...

Jesus loves you.. He really really loves you... would you love back??

Awesome Bak Zhang from MIL...

There were 18 Bak Zhang made by my MIL and do you know how long it takes to finish it?

1 DAY!!! :D we had it for breakfast, lunch and dinner!!! sooooo yummy!!!!

When I was eating it.. I didn't though about taking photo of it! I just want to keep eating :D it taste soooo nice!!!

Some of the Bak Zhang I help tie one.. but hor.. very lousy work ler.. ahaha but i tried my best and keep at it.. at least i help tied up a few lor in the end.. ahehehe... This time i really ate a lot coz I've not eaten Bak Zhang for a very long time :( like years! and good and nice Bak Zhang is sooooo hard to find now.. and it's sooo expensive ler the nicer ones!!! I wanna learn how to make next time!! It's actually really hard work lor.. really tidious and time consuming..

MIL teach me please? :D I'd like to learn all the steps.. I'll never be as good but I know I will improve.. pray pray I'll get the chance and the time to really learn and really cook it...

One thing I've learn today..

If you will make the decision that you don’t mind being inconvenienced or interrupted, God can use you.-Joyce Meyer

To be honest.. I HATE BEING INTERRUPTED! If you know me since I was young, especially my best best friend Josephine Chang can tell you.. that I hate, really hate being interrupted by anyone especially when I'm focusing on doing my maths! LOL.. I remembered getting soooo angry and worked up because she interrupted me while I was doing my maths homework in class.. I literally shouted at her and she got a shock of her life! but she waited for me to finish my one question and then i turned to her and apologized.. I was sorry but I really cannot stand it when someone broke my chains of thoughts!! I get very very frustrated about it!.. I was like on a roll adn suddenly you stop me.. AAArrrrrrrggggggg... I'm very "pek ceh" one lor.. So, in the ends, she understands and have never interrupted me while I was busy doing my maths homework.. (i know what you are thinking.. Home work lar.. do at home lar.. LOL) It's my personal preference lar to do it in school.. aiyo..ahahah doesn't matter :) it's ok..

but when I looked at my life.. I think I've been pretty much interrupted because of the choices that I've made and the doors that was closed/opened to me. It has been really different in how I have planed my life to be.. I think I have never regretted any of my decisions and the choices I've made... well.. some mistakes yes lar.. I've paid for my mistakes but thank God it's not a huge one... my God is a God of second chances! (or 70x70x7 chances too) I don't even know how I got here today... I just know what I need to do then and just do it.. Where ever God leads me, I will go.. Some of us think too much, some of us think too little.. I like to consider myself thinking just right :D ahahahaha.. Shalom to everyone!!!

Happy moment picture!

ahaha.. We had fun didn't we! I love every min serving in this ministry.. Many ppl told me that it's hard and teens are hard.. but when you love them enough, you'll just enjoy every min of it.. especially the personal times you spent with them.. Children will bring you much joy, we just need to be patient, love them and believe in them.. something I am still learning everyday and loving it..
Thank you for a wonderful birthday this year..

"Those were the days" moment...

Should I get angry with this?

AAHAHAHAAAAA!! I could only laugh when I saw it.. coz he was like showing me his master piece! talking talking pointing pointing.. telling me wht is it all about .. (as if..) LOL.. Aiyo.. I dun have the heart to tell him that this was bad behaviour coz he was only executing his creativity.. It's not really bad behaviour, it's just curiosity.. the only thing that I need to do is to teach him to clean up his mess lor.. but in this case, he didn't do much... Nigel cleaned it up for him.. ahehehe.. Look at him.. he is just so happy playing with the powder.. ah.. these will be those " Those were the days" moments... :)

ahahaha mistake mistake..

I know you must be wondering why am I posting this here.. you see the date? VALID FROM 16th - 31 May 2011? This magazine was June 2011 publication :P

If you were the boss.. what would you do to the person who overlooked this matter? If you were the boss who overlooked this matter, what would you do? If you were the one tt overlooked and you are not the boss.. how? ahehehe..