To my depress fren..

I want to encourage you to be bold and courageous! I know it is hard and it is terrifying, but know that when it is in God's plan, everything will turn out fine :) I believe that you can overcome this.. And when you think you are all alone there and all ur other frens are here.. Remember that YOU are not alone.. We are always there for u, in prayer and in our thoughts.. and when you need someone to talk to.. We are here via msn or FB :D while Jesus is just a prayer away..

Do not be afraid because real love will drive out all fear so know that Jesus loves you even though this decision may be scary, but when it is done out of love.. there is no reason to fear.. (make sense kah?? LOL) I'm writing this at 1am in the morning.. a bit sleepy and blurr.. some more hv to wash the bottles before i go to bed..

but I love you oh.. Jesus loves you even MORE!!! so I must write this now to encourage you to not let this situation beat u up! (Literally!) Dun cry, dun be sad, dun feel depress... You shall overcome.. you shall be given the strength to move on and move forward.. and no matter how far u go.. you are not far from our hearts.. :') love u~~~

God is a great God...

I love my church because I know how God feels about her.. She is the apple of His eye.. She is His baby.. She is His love of His life, the bride that He is coming back for...

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And when someone makes the choice of leaving our church, no matter how unacquainted we may be, I feel a small piece of my heart goes with them... what more for good frens whom decided/decides to go? A big chunk of my heart follows them where ever they may be.. some pieces of my heart is in SG, JB, Germany, PJ, Miri, some where else and soon coming in Kuching..

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There is a saying.. "when you always give a piece of your mind to other ppl, sooner of later you'll have no brain for yourself.." (LOL.. i actually think tt it is funny and true in a way..) Likewise, when you always give a piece of your HEART to other ppl, sooner or later you'll have no heart for yourself... It means tt we CAN become so discouraged by people leaving and moving on else where and feeling left behind by them just because we care and love them so so much...

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But.. I believe in a living God :) with a living and growing heart and spirit.. Our broken hearts will be mended, not replaced; our brokenness will be acknowledged, not brushed aside; our pain is healed, not just survived..

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yes.. my heart will still go with my frens who left us, and those who soon will... but my love for them will not go away nor disappear.. I shall always miss them and keep them in my heart.. because every time they leave.. they bring a part of my heart with them... AND I shall not be discouraged for My God is greater than the miles apart, greater than the sea that separates us, greater than the heart ache of seeing you go..

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God is a great God...

It is tough..

It is tough.. Life is tough.. but nothing GREAT can be achieve through the easy way..

It is tough to rebuke.. it is tough to train someone.. it is tough to teach.. it is tough to correct someone.. :'( but that is what the bible is for.. All scripture is God-breathed and it is useful for all the above... So that man may be THOROUGHLY equipped for every good work..

If we are humble and teachable.. the sky is the limit to please God.. :') We can do all things through Him who gives us strength.. Strength to admit we are not prefect and accept other's imperfections as well; but not compromising the spirit of excellence that we have to serve our God. It is not easy to understand this statement, but by understanding what matters more to Jesus is the first step to that understanding..

Being good is tough.. going against our nature/flesh is tough.. but it is the right thing to do.. and when we know we are doing what is right.. for Jesus.. You shall have peace..isn't that what you seek?

" Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things will be given onto you.." Matt 6:33

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Being the bride of Jesus..

I haven't read the sermon points from my fren Jane yet.. sermon notes from her church.. that emphasizes our relationship with God to more than just being the sons and daughters of God but the bride of Jesus..

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Having that intimate and close relationship with Jesus just like a bride would with her groom.. then I remembered the vision I had during the first Youth encounter camp.. Seeing Jesus beside me and in a romantic kinda way/ feel.. offer His hand and said: "Walk with me." Like my prince charming asking me to walk with Him in the Garden.. We were in the garden at tt time.. :D It was just sooooo romantic.. I know I have feel in love with God.. not the earthly way but spiritually in love with Jesus.. weird huh? and in that vision I reach out and hold His hand.. and we had our slow walk in the Garden.. :)

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I do believe that we should have that relationship with Jesus.. like one who is soooo in love with another that one must hear His voice, know His heart and understand His will.. without that intimate relationship, we can only grow so much.. We cannot go deeper in love with Him, unless we really know the meaning of being the bride of Christ..

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In the Bible it speaks of the brides that is waiting for the groom with the oil lamp.. some of them did not keep watch and stay awake (not ready) so when the groom came.. they miss out as they went to town to get oil.. It speaks about Christians who are taking things for granted, who are not prepared, those who are taking it easy and not doing God's will in their lives.. If they are not ready, they will be left behind..

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So the question is...

Are you really ready to meet Jesus now?...

Happy birthday my darling Alexander...

We went to Aquaria KL today :D to celebrate Alexander's 2 year old birthday.. We had Chilis for lunch and Nyonya food for dinner.. He is such an angel.. some times.. with horns.. but adorable and a darling as usual..

I pray that Alexander will grow up strong and healthy; wise and just; full of loving kindness and intelligence; faithful in the things tt matters most; fill with joy, peace and hope; pray that he'll not only be blessed but also be a blessing to others; May he have self-control, have fun and most of all.. love Jesus!

I hope Alexander will always know tt Jesus loves him and mommy & daddy loves him too.. I hope Alexander will understand why mommy and daddy did wht mommy daddy did.. We try to be the best parents he needs becuase we really love him very much.. and loving him doesn't always mean he can have his ways all the time.. Loving him means that we give him what he needs to grow up mature, grow up strong, with good character and growing up right in accordance to God's will..

Mommy loves you darling.. everytime mommy looks into your eyes, mommy smiles :) You of course test our patience all the time.. and we do our best to show you whose boss >;D ahehehe.. but you always brings us joy.. Alexander Toh.. You are such a darling son.. Happy 2 year old birthday..