The last day of the year..

It has been a great 2012.. With lots of challenges n blessings.. Unexpected blessings.. But I know coming year will be a great year too. Full of new challenges n obstacles to overcome.. Did u make a list this year? A resolution list for 2013?

I did n didn't hahaha coz I hv yet to finalise it in writing coz I want to pray first and then make up my mind.. Coz it's just brain storming first right?? Haha I know I know.. Why dun I just pray first then get the ans right away.. Dun waste time brainstorming since not going to happen.. I am still human with human needs, I want to know wht would be the diff if I plan my plan and when God gives me his plan.. Even if he gives me his plan, it doesn't mean it will end up how I expected it to be.. God's will is very awesome one.. I cannot explain how far sighted he is in his planning.. Haha I can only trust in His guidance n grace..

And before I set down my 2013 resolution!! I hv broken one of it!! Kakakakakaka I am so bad at keeping resolutions!!!! Since today is the last day.. I give myself the last last last shopping spree day.. (I got a pressie for my hubby's birthday d.. hehehe.. he can use it during cny.) After today.. Everything is budget!! Absolutely budget!! Remind me if u read this blog n see me often.. Budget budget budget!!! :D

Time for cleaning too!! Yea!!! I live the look n feel of a clean n organised room.. I thank Jesus for a great year and a great time with family n friends this year.. My youths has been very close to God n themselves, which makes me rejoice in The Lord.. Challenges may come but blessings is just around the corner.. Hang in there church!! Hang in there young ppl!! Hang in there hubby!!! Hang in there Susana!!!

The recent going ons..

Wah!!!~~ I was Soo busy with traveling for the past 1 month!! Now I can breath n take a little time for myself n my family...

I went back to home town with my fily but its more for me to meet up with my relatives and old frens.. It was a great time to be home and catch up with my old pals n family.. Awesome time.. More updates n photos on that period soon...

Then after that, my Singapore business trip.. Didn't manage to meet many fens coz it was on weekdays but business wise, it was good and fruitful.. Good time to be there n took some nice scenarios of SG's Christmas decorative lights.. More on Tt later as well...

Than my latest n most recent activities was my CPY youth camp!!! Awesome camp if I may say so myself!! Met our expectations both spiritually and Emotionally!! It was such a great discovery time for the youths as well as team building time when they did all the challenges with one spirit.. Awesome!! All of us had the best time!!

More updates later :)

5 years today..

It was my wedding day!!! Wow!! Time flies.. 5 years d.. It has been a wonderful 5 years.. Not without troubles or challenges but it was wonderful :) we went through a lot and we realized that we both can change for the better each time.. We are both not perfect but we are working on it and we are committed to each other.. I pray that no matter what we will make it till the end.. Till we meet our creator once again...

I know perhaps finding that special someone is not as simple as it seems, but I can tell you that staying committed to each other takes more strength, character , grace and love than anything.. Hey, I am not saying its just from my part, it must also come from our spouse too... If not, dun think it can work out right.. Not work out nice, perfect or spotless.. But just right..

I am not trying to portray a great family with all smiles and happy moments.. It constantly build character, patience and understanding.. It's not always rosy n it's not always pretty.. Things can get pretty ugly but God is there to help us through it.. God guided our hearts, keep us down to earth and honest.. Many things will surface in due time but I know I can always rely on Jesus..

I can only do my best as a wife, a home maker, but truly everything is in God's hand sometime.. We are still limited beings.. I am not wonder women.. (Even though during my hen's night, I hv to wear a wonder women's costume.. All thanks to my dear fren's idea lar.. Just because I didn't kena her kau Kau during her hen's night, that is how she repay me T.T haha but I had fun!! We had fun.. Hor??

My wish is very simple, that we both grow old together happy n healthy until we get to see our grandchildren together.. That our mind can still choose to do what we want to do and that our body is also able to do it.. together... Amen!