Great blessings

Great blessings comes great sufferings.. True that.. Coz no pain no gain.. Even if we gain it without pain, we can never really appreciate it..

Some pains is not because of our doing, but because it is for someone else that we suffer so that we can be effective in our ministry or even calling for God.. Sufferings is there to strengthen us, to humble us, to understand how God really is.. So in all obedience, there bound to be sufferings and from sufferings blessings..

May we be able to praise The Lord during our sufferings

Such a blessed time.. I owe it to God all things good in my life...

I am having a blast here in Sabah.. I can't sleep much hahaha but I am so energised and awake all the time.. I think because there's no jam here in KK during weekends and early morning time when we go breakfast and when we go home in the evening.. It's such a good feeling to reach home early n eat early and have more time spent at home than spending it on the road! Ah.. How I love Sabah.. The beaches the sun shine the breeze the beauty the peacefulness the sweet memories.. No matter how painful it was to live here in the past, it doesn't matter anymore after we let the past go, we will be able to look at the present and enjoy the present goodness n beauty of or lives when we are able to do so.. I get it now.. Took me sometime to really enjoy coming back to Sabah again after my mother passed away, it's hard to come back to a plc you call home without having ur most cherished person there.. But I have found new family members who have been there all these while that I can love and care for and to be the reason i must go back for..

We have enjoyed this trip more than our previous ones.. I am still not sure why.. I didn't do a lot of shopping or travelling but I feel so so happy... Even with the kids being really really unreasonably uncooperative.. I think.. It is because I get to visit the places that matters to me most and get to meet the ppl that matters to me most here.. This trip has been so great I can only thank God for His blessing, provision and favour.. It is out of my control to have actually been able to meet all these ppl.. I only could plan n pray that they will be free and can make it for the meet up planes but God directed their decisions and made it possible for them to join me and see my family..

I hosted a dinner yesterday night at my step father's house.. And you know who came? My dad! And all his brothers except one tt I cannot get hold to.. And my step father's 2 sons and their family came! Then one of my mother's cousin made it also!! Wow!! I was worried that the food may not be enough but there were a plate of extra left! Phew.. That was close :) I took photos with my family this year.. And I am truly bless with having these time with them.. And and and!! I get to meet some of my relatives just by walking at the shopping mall!!! I was so amazed!! Coz this almost never happens!! Then we get to go eat sea food with my best childhood fren and her family!! Later today gonna spend time with one of my favourite cousin!! Hang out with my step brother Darren and then wait for my best fren to drop by for tea and to top it off, dinner with my old orchestra frens!!! How can I not thank God for this time at home?! I feel like literally His blessing is pouring on me like nothing!! Haha thank you Lord!! You are a great God!!

It's good to live our life knowing when is it God's blessing and when is it the challenging period.. Because by this we can truly enjoy our lives and at the same time be aware and be alert that we r still living on earth.. That our work is not done yet and we should not be too comfortable here.. And by receiving God's blessing we would always remember to give something back to his Kingdom, to His ppl n to others..

Oh Lord, I am so grateful for ur goodness and blessings during this trip till now.. I know that all the forgiveness, putting effort in doing Your will n keeping my obedience to You is worth it some how.. I know that troubles will not ease to come into our lives and becomes our load n burdens but I know it to be true that whom ever honours You, You shall honour.. I am not adequate to receive your favour but here I am in awe of Your goodness that You have poured upon my life.. That my life matters to someone and that someone matters to me are close, are here and love me too.. I am anticipating trouble waters later hahaha but I am not afraid to go through it, learn, overcome and victoriously finish another level of understand of who You are in my life. ( a bit scared but not afraid.) because I know, you have carried me through a lot of things and that You can help me through anything in this life until the day I see You face to face.. Have grace upon me oh God, because I am but Your humble servant that only wish to sit on Your lap and hear about Your day, Your stories and Your plans... Thank you for loving me and my loved ones, my friends, my family and Your ppl of NLRC Cheras..

Lunch with my PL buddies!!

Awww... I miss those days where we get to hang out for lunch at PL with ma PL ladies... The other day we met out for lunch and it was awesome!! We enjoyed ourselves n we plan to meet up again for Christmas!! Yea yea yea!! We are going to exchange gifts (which I hv already prepared for them and their kids, ah D... Fast fast get pregnant n I will prepare one for ur bb too.) hahha great to hv old frens to hang out with.. Cherish the good times.. Always..

Before I sleep tonight...

Me is crying now.. Because of CRIMINAL MIND the series!!! So sad, when we forget the ppl that has gone before us, in this case the ones during the war... I have no doubts that we don't remember those who fought for our country and protected us from the enemy many many years ago.. We will never understand the sacrifice they went through to give us the freedom today.. Even now, US military still send their ppl to Palestine for war.. Why must war still exist? Even though war like these exist, there are other wars that caused the worst damage, divisions, betrayal, corruption, abandonment, poverty etc are the social war that every nation is fighting against.. It's like a civil war.. Within our own country.. And who ever sacrificed for the sake of justice n unity.. Well, may end up forgotten.. And that saddens me...

Look at our past athletes n artist, some of them have to end up begging on the streets.. That is so sad. Perhaps some of you may think tt they deserve it because they never plan and they were not wise.. But seeing them living like tt breaks my heart.. Haih.. I can't help but cry for my country sometimes.. I see the poor, living in such pain.. Even their quarters were destroyed n demolished because developers needed the space.. I do not know where will they go or if they have anywhere else to go to, but what can we do to help??

Many organisation claims to raise money for The needy... But in actually fact, most money the marketing company pocket it lor!! Disturbing right?? I saw one of the local reality shows before about developing new businesses and one of the proposal was to raise fund for the poor but 70% of the money goes to the marketing company so that they can continue to promote the cause.. WHAT?? I understand tt there's cost involve but 70% goes to someone else's pocket and not the needy?? What logic?? Terrible ok!! But their logic is, "it's still business". If its business, don't exploit the needy lar!!

Oh Lord have mercy on us.. I may have also sin the same sin.. By forgetting the kindness, the sacrifices n the efforts of those that has gone before me... My parents, my leaders n my elders... I should always remember to respect n honor them.. Teach me Lord, so I will always do so n my next generation will do the same for their parents, their leaders and their elders... And I thank you Lord, for you never forget a good deed! What more the sacrifices that one have made for your sake.. Remember them Lord, for who ever honoured you, you shall honor :) Amen...

Just a few min

So much is going on right now.. eventhough we are on holiday mood, I still have a lot to do before my trip home to Sabah, Business trip, youth camp and then Christmas.. Glad that I am not on duty for Christmas.. BUT!! am worship leading on the 30th Dec.. last Sunday of the year 2012 :D hahaha.. what a way to end the year man!!

Talk about next year.. wow! I am even more occupied! With business travellings almost every Q and youth planning.. both of my kids going to preschool for half day.. I need a vacation with my family with no entertainment required.. just relax n have fun..

I wonder if ppl actually think I am super free? (hey, you can take time to blog wor.. not free then wht ah??) Oiii.. i only take a few min to write a post u know.. you think what ah?? :P some more i am not well now, sitting in a cold room with teary eyes and running nose.. cough cough cough some more.. feel i am going to have a fever soon.. haih.. I not free lor.. just want to release tension a little..

People think i go back Sabah it will be relaxing.. hahahaha.. not at all.. I need to organize a dinner with my relatives you know.. msg them, call them, confirm with them and reconfirm again if they can make it for dinner one day.. then this time gotta attn a wedding dinner and another gathering with the same ppl (very long never meet up d..) wah... just thinking about it makes me wanna pengsan d..  Not that i dun enjoy the company.. i do.. but this round, I have a lot of ppl to meet up besides my family..

And my business trip!!! alamakkkkk.. I dunno am I ready for it.. so much report i need to do!!! 15-20 reports!! and counting!! I cannot even finish one yet.. coz eveything is still on going.. there's no ending to the reports.. only up dates.. T.T cry.. okok.. i think i stop here.. few min has pass.. i need to focus and finish up my work..

Lord, you know my heart's desire and I know you love me.. open the door should it be your will and if it is not.. close it so tight that I cannot open it no matter what I do.. So i know and can be absolutely sure that certain things are not your will.. in all things let Your will be done in my life, in my hubby's life, my children's life and my youth's life.. take good care of my friends and family who are far away from us, that your protection and love shall never leave them even for a sec.. amen..

Hari ini dalam sejarah..

It's soooo cold...

Keep raining these days.. Causing jam n making everyone late.. But we need rain don't we, we need the cool air to wash away the heat of the day; we need the refreshing water to flush away the dust in the air; we need water for the plants to grow; we need the rain.. We need the rain..

Zero to Hero event

Testimonies was awesome... :) enjoy the pictures...

Media Prima Berhad 2013 Screening!!!

My first time!!! It was a great event!! And I meet many new ppl and experience new things.. MPB's stage was awesome!! Coz it was a hologram stage!!! Can you believe it?! It's so cool!!! My first experience with such an high tech stage!! I was so entertained.. Less performance, compared to last year, according to my boss, but for my first time I am so happy I was sent to attend.. Glad to make new friends and experience new things with my 2 bosses.. I appreciate the opportunity..

One more thing I really enjoyed was the shows lining up for new year!!! There's gonna be a competition call "Super Cute." It's a competition to vote for the cutest model kid!!! Of course I tot of putting Alex in, but may be not next year.. He is still too Shu to try now.. Later when he is more ready, and there's another opportunity, I will let him experience it... It could be fun :D

And another thing I enjoyed and I am sure you know what from the photos I took.. Were the FOOD!!! Sedap lar!!! Now, enjoy the photos!!!