The more I read..

...the more inadequate I feel for this position that I am in.. What have I been reading? LinkedIn articles.. of course I am reading the best minds and thoughts of the industry and many of which I admire their talent and experience.. many of them are managers, philosophers, business owners, entrepreneurs etc.. great mind indeed.. thus of course I feel inadequate... I am now in the Human Resource industry where supporting HR practitioners are my main responsibility and introducing them to a profitable platform is my goal (since I am doing corporate sales for my website.) 

Being a new person in the industry, I believe I must learn and read as much and as quickly as I can to really understand this industry... and wow am I getting that heavy downloading session everyday.. hahaha.. i enjoyed it for the most part and it has help me learn to read better.. Learning even the secret of the trade if you will as I gather some gems and jewels from different articles that I have read.. 

Then I realize....

Wow.. these people is really passionate about their job and what they do.. not just as HR practitioners but as business men/women; entrepreneurs, leaders, IT specialist etc.. they really love what they do!! Got me asking this question again.. What do I love to do? and why am I not doing it as my vocation? haih.. I am Jack of all trade but master of none.. got lar.. Master of something that has yet to make ends meat for my family or even for myself.. LOL.. i asked this question before in my youth group.. what would we do should money is not the object.. many interesting ans from my youth.. travel and eat all the food in the countries that they travel, go missions, become who ever they want to become.. BUT.. money is the object.. for our daily lives and to help ensure our children's future would be a more comfortable one.. 

Yet it doesn't mean we cannot do what we love at all.. :) i love to travel too.. but if really i get to choose my dream vocation, that would be to sit at home and make crafts, scrap booking, cards, recycle ideas, room decor, sewing etc.. anything that is craft related.. but these things could not pay the bills, especially here in MY.. but I love to do it and sometimes I make time to do it to keep my passion and love evergreen.. :) 

When I was in Uni, one of my friend know me well enough to buy me 3 coloured pen of gold, silver and multi-colour.. hahaha coz he knows I like to make crafts/cards at the time.. I love receiving all kinds of gifts.. I love them all :) any kind.. but the best gift is something I can use for my craft projects.. hehehe.. and of course un-used stamps would be my next best gift.. coz I collect un-used stamps... but back to my hubby, ya.. I love to learn crafts or any special skills that I can make something to decorate or to be used. Love to make soap too! hahaha.. 

oh well, perhaps one day.. I can afford to retire comfortably and star my own small business to make crafts.. ;)