Fake or real contractions???

I was having some contractions last week but irregular ones... which is the fake contractions or Braxton Hicks Contractions...

Last night from 11pm.. it started to get more and more regular and steady... but no pain!! So wonderful!!! and of course a bit "dunno what to expect" kinda feeling.

I thank God as I prayed tt it will be no pain as some contractions is painful to some ppl... and contractions can last very very long... so I am very grateful that mine is not... but there is a catch lar.. you dunno is it a contraction or not lor and you wouldn't know when would be the right time to go hospital lor... At least to me i dunno lar..

If painful, you would surely go hospital already by now, but i can still try to go and sleep it out.. it's uncomfortable but can still sleep for a couple of hours before the uncomfortable feeling starts to wake you up...

I look up the Internet to get more idea on when to go to the hospital and it mentioned that within and hour should i feel there is 4 time contraction i should be heading to the hospital already... My contractions.. is about a few min a part.. aheehee... and until now it is still a few min a part... consistently but I dun have the feeling of pushing yet... just feeling the tightening of the muscle at the abdomen area etc. Sometimes feels like wavy feeling and slight pain (very very mild).

I wonder how soon will I give birth.. will it be a fause alarm? As there is no pain and no pushing feeling yet? haha... will let you all know once i am out from the hospital later lar :P I am still feeling blurr...

I though water retention only make you look fat... but actually.. sometimes it hurts.. :(

When my feet got the first sign of water retention, it hurts very badly.. funny thing is that it happened suddenly!! Like suddenly my feet grew in to Incredible Hulk's feet..

Show u how it looks like

when i press or massage my feet, its really painful... like it's going to explode!!! i feel so heavy and clumsy. i laugh about it lar.. coz it;s really funny looking.. my feet i mean.. it looks like someone else's feet!!!! look at it!!!! man it's so fat!!

then after a few weeks... my hand pulak starts to have water retention.. and the worst thing is tt i feel numb all the time! it is not big but it's pretty painful as i can't really feel with the extra cushion (water) surrounding my hand and fingers. The experience was a bit scary.. first it was the middle finger top digit, then the second finger first digit, then the two fingers with 3 digits, then all the fingers then the whole hand can feel numb!!! i though i was having some weird disease.. Thank God it's just the water retention.. Cannot see any diff mar.. how i know it;'s the water retention wor.. but it is as i noticed my fingers a bit bit fat lar.. :D

Nominate by Rebecca Wong

Nominate by Rebecca Wong.. Thanks

Once accepting this award, the rules are as follow:

1. Put the logo on your blog. X

2. Add a link to the person who awarded you.X

3. Nominate 10 other blogs.V

4. Add links to those blogs on yours.X

5. Leave a message for your nominees on their blogs. -MAY be later :P Panat lar....

And the list is in not any particular order. So, enjoy!

Rebecca Wong
Love to read her blog with ups and down and all things round. (no other meaning, just find tt it rimes) Reading her blog encourages me and I’m sure many others as well. Her sincere sharing and caring of her life to others have been a great blessing. Able to know that God is honored here in her blog is wonderful and many get to know her better via her blog. She uses it to glorify Jesus and use it to help encourage others as well. Keep up the good testimonies!

Nic Wong
I enjoy his blog because it is a variety of stuffs I can find in it that sometimes very entertaining, touching, and even fun. Besides the long-winded-ness, all else are good: D Love the meaningful stories he shares once in a while that always put tears in my eyes. Even though he is not a very sensitive and personal person, his blog is. Thus I love to read it. More inspiring stories?? :D

Jenny Yap
Haiya, her blog is very funny.. Especially in her Cbox.. sometimes I’ll just read her Cbox and laugh with her and her fren that always seems to be very happy calling themselves B**I. I admire that and not anyone can use tt calling. Only among them and their closest frens can call that and tt is something special.. She always shows her feeling in her blog that would make us guess “Wht is going on with her??” ahahaha… She can be one moment very happy and the next up set with something.. Isn’t it amazing? Love your blog… it’s so confusing and amusing aheehee

Stephanie Heng
Her blog is very deep in thought and full of her life experience rather than her feelings. She shares her daily activities and her thought of the day or the events in her life rather than telling you about how she feels here in the blog. (got lar but not as often as others that I know.) She talked about her different experiences that really is interesting especially for those who have no opportunity to actually try it like certain camps and projects that she does.. very interesting to know. Reading your blog is like living ur experience… keep writing.

Jericca Liau
I like her blog because it is full of wonderful photos and short msg. Love the photos!! So creative and nice to look at.. gave me ideas on how to take at different angles too. Reading her blog is very relaxing and very quickly finish the day’s post as it is Short and simple. Her blog is not too personal or full of sharing but it is a good place for her to share certain things in her life which gave others more understanding to what she is going through. Take more pictures and show it to the world!!! You should enroll on Flickr… so your photos can be notice :D

Jeremy
Ahahaha I like his blog coz it’s funny at times.. especially about his vanity. (Sorry lar… I have to tell the truth akekekekek…) But what I like most about it is tt it is very real. He is not Cold hearted as he looks.. He is actually a warm and cute person (cute=ulat). He hates fakers and so he is not going to be one.. He can be quiet but he can be as fun as having your fav movie star hang out with u. So keep putting up those vain comments… aheehehee… it’s sooooo you!And we all love it! :D

Yeo Han Then
I like HanThen’s Blog too!!! Coz from the blog and weekly interaction with her made me understand her better and know her more inside and out. Aheehee… (beware I get to know you too well that I can predict you like I do with the other youth!! :P ) Her blog is very funny and her English is superb! Really good command of the language especially when it is used in scolding ppl :D you should go and read to see if u are one of them akakakaka…. Her blog very entertaining one lar.. I sometimes just laugh at the way she put things in her perspective… Good take Han Then!! Continue to express yourself as it is really refreshing to read ur blog.

Michelle Paulsan
For a 15 year old girl, her blog I would consider very mature and well written.. Full of her life experiences as well and she talked mostly about what is going on in her life and her Korean movies.. (ok the Korean movie part is boring lar.. I got to say :P coz I am not interested in Korean M) Anyway, when she share about her toaster lar, her ‘kai kai’ experience with her frens lar and some lyrics she finds meaningful.. I find it interest to know. Sometimes even talk about thing with her sis Joanna.. aheehee… Sister’s scorns… Absolutely cute blog I would say.. girlie and cute.. You are just being yourself Michelle and that is what I like about the blog.

Dexter Chan
I like this blog because he got some nutty frens that made me laugh when he share about their events in college. Reminds me of my nutty fren in secondary and Uni times as well :D Ah.. the good old days.. I remember about the coconut thing and the vain posts they took, really funny.. Why your group of frens no girl join one ah?? So sexist one?? :P just kidding. It si really fun to read his blog at times and his recent blog about life is really amazingly touching and inspiring. I wonder where he got the article. It’s really a good one.. Love to read more good articles and his funny life experiences.

Wai wai
I read his blog because I want to scold him… NO LAR!!!!! Not at all… even though it makes me feel that way at times but by reading his blog, I learn much patience and understanding… and learning to let go. From his blog I see a lot of broken English and nonsense to many.. but hor… HE GOT SO MANY FANS!!! I tell you many love to read his blog.. and hope it’s because they care about him and want to know how is he coping with life. From his blog I can know a glimpse of wht is going on in his life lor.. so dun stop writing ok? Even though I hope you dun write too Emo stuffs but still better then u dun write anything at all.. I suppose… :P

Tagged by Jerrica.. Will do yours later ya Rebecca?? I owe Jerrica's one very long d...

Rules : choose 3 friends and describe something about them . then , tag 5 people . can tag back the people that you describe (if you want) ....
number1: Jerrica (Since you tagged me.. perhaps u would like to know what I would say about you? :D)
Describe Jerrica..
J= Joyful (sometimes crazy or nutz.. Girl Gone Wild!!!)
E= Eazy Going (slumber lar tu…)
R=Respectful (Very polite and gentle)
R=Really Girlie (love all the girlie stuffs.Soon make up would be in her list. Soon but may be not now lar..)
I= Intelligent. She is quiet but very bright I’m sure J
C=Creative (Love her photos!!! Very creative stuffs… dun you think so?)
A=Able (Capable of doing lots of things for God and others)

number2: Jeremy Liau (Since you sis is your sis.. I gossip about u lar…)
Let’s see… Jeremy..Let’s go from Physical, emotional, Spiritual and character wise. Physically he has no defects. A pair of eyes, ears, hands and feet. With Tan skin and tall. Talk dark and.. Ahem???? For the “beholder” would know lar.. Emotions?? He sometimes can be very happy but most of the time he just acts cool even though he is actually very happy inside. Should he ‘realize’ he is showing too much excitement on his face, he will “turn on” his coolness straight a way.Spiritual.. aheehee.. need a lot of work but seems to be receiving and inputting the good side of Christianity.. and have always thinks being a Christian is cool. Character wise.. overall he is approachable, funny and willing to help. Respect others and always been a man of a few words. He is also willing to try new things, sporting and perhaps even a bit charming.

number3: Joshua Liau (today is all about the Liau Family!! In CPY :D)
Joshua, haiya.. my first encounter or conversation with Joshua wasn’t so pleasant. Didn’t want to be such a Bad person to him at the time but he talked like he was the boss!!! Of course now he have changed… he is more respectful and more polite.. Either tt or he hates me so much tt he dun wanna talk to me :D Joshua now I think is still a happy and cheerful guy (some where in there.) talkative, I’m sure just not in front of CPY members. Mischievous and intelligent! I know he thinks a lot and have a lot a lot of ideas one.. but kept it inside his head not yet shared. I am sure he is also very entertaining and fun to be with.. Sounds like I am only perceiving his character but if I am wrong guys do lemme know J



RULE : Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits /things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names .No TAG backs!

ONE:
I got The “Mayong” Power!!! Not using it as often though… Aheehee. Dunno wht is it ler.. ahahahaha… you want weird mar… weird lar tu..
TWO:
I got a Muslim name, Looks like a Chinese but a Christian!!!!
THREE:
I always wanted to have a Tiger as a pet.. Especially White Tigers!!!
FOUR:
I had one dream where it continued the next day.. haha..
FIVE:
I had a dream that continued even after I woke up and went for a pee.
SIX:
I had wild snakes as pets before. Fist one was a small tree snake(brown colour one) then the next one was a python..
SEVEN:
The snake python I had for a pet actually sleep under my mattress at my grandparent’s place (before it becomes my official pet lar) We found it asleep when my mom was picking the mattress up to be put a side.
EIGHT:
I love collecting cute stationery like booklets, bookmarks, stickers etc even though I am already way way past that age..
NINE:
I am very very very very stubborn and yet will take advise should the advise can convince me otherwise.. get it?
TEN:
I love to eat Salads and rice (lots of rice)!!! Not that I am a health freak but I just love it!! Naturally…
ELEVEN:
I actually love cat’s more then dogs.. anyway… I just love animals…
TWELVE:
I cannot ignore a crying animal… especially on a rainy day where a kitten would cry and cry and cry… I cannot just leave it, I will not be able to sleep until I make sure that the kitten is safe. Or when they cry for food at the stalls… I cannot just ignore them or chase them away.. I will feed them some of my food :P Nigel will ask me not too but he always understand that I can't help it!!! I will eventually disobey him.. aheehee…
THIRTEEN:
I can be a typical house wife or a typical career women.. but I choose to be both by being moderate. Knows how to be a good employee and be a good wife :D having the best of both world.
FOURTEEN:
I get hungry easily.. :D not just when I am pregnant, even normal days I get hungry easily coz I think my stomach main meals… I need something else to munch on.
FIFTEEN:
I sometimes think I am so perfect!!!(of course I am not lar.) Not anything extreme. Not too much Not too little….just nice :D Oh.. Nigel is so lucky.. akakakaka… (perasan…. akeekeekee)

Big Annoucement!!! My father (Mr. Mayong) is now a Datuk.... "eh...So?"

My father (Mr. Mayong) is a grandfather already lar.. when my nephew (Edward) came into this world.. but Monday he msg me and told me tt some Sabah authority gave him the title "Datuk". So now he is known as Datuk Mayong and my step mom is known as Datin Kim.

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When i receive this news... i was like... "eh? so??"" ahahaha.. of course i am happy for him lar.. but no diff to me ler.. aheehee.. cannot go back Sabah to celebrate with him also.. but i did congratulate and ask if he would have a party on it or not :D but he didn't say lar.. as i told him he will be one more time datuk (grandfather) soon too!!! this grandson of his brought him good fortune ahahaa.. he was happy to know about Nigel Jr's soon deliver date...

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So why ppl want to get the Datuk Title anyway?? Last time my dad dun want the title coz with the title comes responsibilities and that is they have to give donations all year round!(Dunno it;s the other way around or is it becuase of the title that you need to donate.. i will never know.. i dun even wanna know...)

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Anyway, Shahrukh Khan Datuk title given by us is also one thing very silly... apelar.. why give a title to a foreigner?? Sot lar.. Our local Artist is more deserving lar.. they contributed to our Movie industry and should be honoured... Not super great but an honour well deserved by our own people right? haih... why lar....

From Nic’s blog:

Nic came up with the 5Cs of courting girls.. I will share the same 5Cs to maintain a good relationship between boys and girls.
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Chemistry

Sometimes we just click with some people while sometimes we need to nurture the friendship. In any way, friendship should always come first. How to be together and happy forever after should you are not friends? Being lovers will not always be so ideal but being best friends would really be a wonderful life long experience.

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Communication

Besides communicating the details of your fav food, drinks and places to travel to, it is also important to know the person’s priorities, values, principles, belief and faith. What they stand for and what are important in their life. Should these things are not known there would be a lot of misunderstanding arises later.

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Composure

Being calm and confident is important in time of crisis. But dun stand there like a piece of wood lar.. Do something positive and solve the problem. Don't just stand there and act like a cool cucumber and do nothing to solve the crisis. Same goes to girls, pls don't always expect the guys to do things for you, everyone is independent and should you can do it yourself, do it yourself.. unless by letting the guy do certain things actually makes them feel good, then allow them to take the honor.

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Characteristics

Being yourself is important but having good character IS important. If you are rude, ill-mannered, bad tempered, abusive, unkind, demanding, controlling etc even if it is the REAL you.. don't think many girls would stay long with you and vise versa. So before you wanna get a guy/girl that last, please improve or at least give your best to be a better man/women. We are not prefect, yes.. but we can be better..

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Compromise

Nic is so gentlemen to let us girls win.. aheehee.. and yes, thank you for being understanding. As for the girls we too need to compromise coz we all know men are men, they don't operate the same way as we girls do. Thus, we too need to be patience and kind to them as well, always encourage, always caring. Nag less and be kind in words. Unless there are some really serious issues like gambling, drunkenness, unfaithfulness etc.. then counseling may be needed lar.. as for a normal relationship settings.. please overlook the nose digging, the farting, the dirty clothes and bad fashion sense etc Compromise.. ahahaha
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Do add on what you think we (Nic and Myself) have missed at your blog.. it would be interesting to know wht you think of the 5Cs..

Was so very sick...

Oh dear... i was so so sick for the past few days.. suffering to the max as the flu is not making my sleep any easier..

Been waking up one hour apart on Sunday and Monday... apalar... so diff to sleep... and because of the fever.. i can;t open my eyes as tears keep rolling.. When ever i have serious fever and flu i really looked like i cried whole night.. coz of the tears.. so pai seh...

Still have slight fever and flu.. hope i will receover fully soon...

Shall show u our newly renovated living room soon!!!! We are still cleaning the area.. :P

To all the PMRer... All the best!!!!

Memories from the pass...

Was drinking this Chinese tea we have in our office pantry.. dun even know who's one.. i have been asking around but no one know's who's tea it is :P

As i was drinking, the aroma of this tea reminded me of the time when i first notice Chinese tea.

It was back in my childhood days where i use to visit my grandparents in Tawau Sabah. They drink Chinese tea like they drink water... especially this particular tea brand.. my grand father would get a dozen from the 'kedai runcit' and the small is pretty strong..

The tea brand? Should be "Tik Goon Yum" 铁觀韹（I think this is the Chinese writing :P not really sure...)

i remember my grandfather as i took this tea.. now a days i drink jasmine tea rather then this one.. reminds me what a kind grandfather i have.. I'm his fav Grandchild!!! Even though i dun like his favoritism but he was kind and loving to me.. I really dunno why.. he was very harsh with my other cousins, which i at one time told grandpa off and said he was mean to them :P (ungrateful grand "anak" !!!!) i was still very young mar.. and pitied my cousins...

Anyway.. the tea really brings back nice memories of him.. i'm sure my mom misses him too.. as he had a hard hard life that made him hard to others too.. I wished she would still be around so i may show how grateful i am for his kindness and love..

Thanks Grandpa for your love.. i will never forget it..

Spiritual Tidbits

1. Give God what's right - not what's left.
2. "Pray" is a four-letter word you can say anywhere- except in public schools.
3. Man's way leads to a hopeless end - God's way leadsto an endless hope..
4. A lot of kneeling will keep you in good standing.
5. He who kneels before God can stand before anyone.
6. To be almost saved is to be totally lost.
7. In the sentence of life, the devil may be a comma -but never let him be the period.
8. Don't put a question mark where God puts a period.
9. God grades on the cross, not the curve.
10. Are you wrinkled with burden? Come to the churchfor a facelift.
11. When praying, don't give God instructions - justreport for duty.
12. God doesn't want shares of your life - He wants acontrolling interest.
13. Don't wait for six strong men to take you tochurch.
14. We don't change God's message - His messagechanges us.
15. The church is prayer-conditioned.
16. When God ordains, He sustains.
17. WARNING: Exposure to the Son may prevent burning.
18. Plan ahead - It wasn't raining when Noah built the ark.
19. Most people want to serve God, but only in an advisory position.
20. Suffering with truth decay? Brush up on your Bible.
21. Exercise daily - walk with the Lord.
22. Coincidences happen when God chooses to remain anonymous.
23. Wisdom has two parts - 1) having a lot to say 2) not saying it.
24. Never give the devil a ride - he will always want to drive.
25. A clean conscience makes a soft pillow.
26. Nothing else ruins the truth like stretching it.
27. Compassion is difficult to give away because it keeps coming back.
28. He who angers you controls you.
29. Worry is the darkroom in which negatives can develop.
30. Give Satan an inch & he'll be a ruler.
31. Forbidden fruits create many jams.
32. Be ye fishers of men - you catch them & He'll clean them.
33. Deciding not to choose Jesus is still making a choice.
34. God doesn't call the qualified, He qualifies the called.
35. Read the Bible - It will scare the hell out of you.
36. If God is your co-pilot - swap seats.Author Unknown To Me

Sharing the joy of birth....

Visited a fren the other day as she just gave birth to a wonderful baby boy... Jorrel (yes, Superman's Biological Father's name)

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He is so small and lovely... he still doesn;t know how to smile yet.. and when we were there he yawned a lot of times. aheehee... cry less then Jayden (his 2nd elder bro) and better behaved as a bb.. Jorrel is very sweet looking, yaya i know which baby is not right? but he is really sweet, does not make much trouble for mama.. very quiet and soft.. dun cry very loud also... he cry also like "wahawaawaaaa.." mama shake a bit bit then quiet d... so good boy hor...

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Jayden is very active.. running and trying to get our attention. When my fren, Juli ask Jayden to call us, he does not hassitate at all.. When we had some tea, he suddenly say he shy coz everyone was looking st him eating on his own (he is onnly 2 years old.).. aheeheehee.. i say really shy ppl dun say they are shy... (so he is not really shy lar.. pretend only.. ahahahah... so cute..) he is the active one.. And he likes cartoons like Bob the Builder, Thomas the Train etc... more active and boyish stuffs...

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Jorrel and Jayden have an elder bro call Jared. He is the sophisticated and sensitive type.. Well organized.. really shy and reserved.. he likes cartoons like Little Einstein or more intellectual shows.. he is more refined and well behaved.. so different from Jayden aheheheahha...interesting ei?? I;m sure he will be very smart and gentlemen when he grows older... of course right now is more of nature and nurture as they are still very young...

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3 beautiful children with 3 different characters... surely a challenge.. as different character needs different kind of attention and different kind of approach to nuture them... but i'm sure good parents like our frens will be able to do it well.. :D

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Here is to Juli- the mama and Joseph- the papa, for a wise and healthy family life together with their 3 princes.. May God bless and look upon this family with a beaming smile on His face as He is well pleased... Amen....

My Dentur... not yet wor..later only show u lar... :P

Some of you are waiting for my post on my front tooth ler..

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I know :P but i am waiting for my denture then i can show u some photos of it mar.. right??? u wanna see my tooth the drop off??? better not lar... i scared you will loose your appetite.. ahehehah

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So many fren ask me what happened, i really need a recording to explain again and again..

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Let me tell u the story.. My front tooth was under going Crowning (yes, because eat too much sweets according to Nigel) which means the dentist drilled a hole into the root canal and took out the nerves of the tooth to prepare it for crowning.. so it will not be painful in the future lar.. but i didn't do teh whole process which is the filling asap so the hole is there for a while d..

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So the other day i was eating a sweet, the soft ones with a lot of sugar?.. and i tot it wouldn't do any harm as i have been eating a lot of other harder stuffs.. but the soft sweet broke my tooth!!! i can hear the crack once i bite into the sweet. haih.. then with itchy hands, i went to disturbed it further until finally the tooth became so loose i think i can just pull it out myself :P

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Then the next day i took half day leave to go and see a near by dentist lar.. and THANK GOD can still save my tooth without wearing dentures :D but for now i still need to coz i can't do the crowning as the dentist need to do an X ray on my tooth but since i am still pregnant, its not advisable lar..

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Many ask me to take photo as this is really rare akakakak... i will i will..but some of them wanna take photo with me also.. ahaha.. sorry lar.. the photos is only for my own safe keeping :P when some one really needs some encouragement, i will use it.. for their benefit.. not for you naughty frens tt i have out there, who wants it for dunno wht reason :P aheeheehee...

how does it look like? i think it looks ugly.. frankly speaking.. but its an experience!!! I tot i would be able to still talk properly but if i talk a little faster, you can har the 'fffffff' sound that i make coz of the "empty" space.. ahahah.. i can still whistle but not a loud as i could aheehee... it's funny!!! an interesting... but ugly... no doubt...

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Anyway, it;s a temp physical defect only so i should not mind... Our Fren C.Lim also lost his frint teeth... worst still near CNY!!! nigel use to laugh at him :P me too but not because it looks ugly but he was very positive about it... what a good attitude to have during the times of "ugliness' ei?? :D

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So now i know how it feels to be like him!!! Ahahahahaa... and knowing how he coped with it was a great indicator on how we should face these things.. With a positive attitude...

For a young friend of mine...

Didn't know you were feeling this way until this morning..

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But the Msn i sent you yesterday was really meant for you, my dear... i couldn't have known, truly this is but God who can do for you.

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Life have been hard on you, yet it is only temporary. It may seem to be never ending but it will...end.. eventually. When i mean end, doesn't mean that the situation will end but sometimes the issues, to you... will end. For it may not be the situation tt has changed, but we have, through Christ. God is always in control and only by looking forward to His sovereignty we may later look back in thanks giving and see how wonderful God has been to us all.

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We can give up on so many things, on friendships and certain relationships, But never ever give up on the one and true relationship we need, not just want, but need to have to the real meaning and purpose of life.. and that is with our Christ Jesus.

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Life on earth is temporary but the things tt is around us seems to be eternal, especially when we are in pain and hurting or dissapointed..... It never stops, it never seems to end and it sometimes will not.. but some how, with God by our side, it will be better and there will be a closure. Then and only then you will find that it has ended.. the struggles, the pain and the worries.. eventually ended with God's peace, joy, assurance and love.

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Life on earth is temporary and there are things that is eternal, and that is the truth, the friendships, the unconditional love, the holiness, the suffering, the righteousness and other character of Chirst.

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Let's focus more on Christ likeness and be sure to be on our way to the real eternity... the real good thing that leads to God our Father...

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Again, this is for you who are in Tears...

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Tears of joy and tears of grief

Tears of sadness and relief

Tears for every high and low

Tears that let our feelings show

Private tears and tears we share

Tears that let us know we care

Tears shed with friends in sympathy

The tears we shed in symphony

Tears at weddings births and wakes

Whatever kind of tears it takes

Happy tears and tears of pain

And sometimes tears we can't explain

To ease our hearts God gave us tears

To ease our minds to ease our fears

Tears of loss and tears of hope

God gave us tears to help us cope

Beware the man who will not cry

For he his feelings would deny

The tears we cry show our devotion

So cry your tears to fill an ocean.
by David Pawson

CPY 2008 Q4 Time Table

You wanna know you are on Duty or not on Saturday CPY meeting?? check on the link below :D

CPY 2008 Q4 Time Table

You will need to:
Step 1: Click on the link above
Step 2: Click on the file name 08Q4.xls
Step 3: Click on "Click here to start download.."
Step 4: Click "Open"

Hope this is convenient for you!!!

Kena Tagged by Dexter...

-Name: Susana Magadalene Toh
-Sisters: 0
-Brothers: 1
-Shoe Size: 7/8?
-Height:168 cm
-Where do you live:KL, Heritage Condo.
-Favourite drinks:Hot TEA!!! With sugar..
-Favourite breakfast: Donuts, bread, fried mee/mee hoon, dim sum, nasi Lemak.
-Have you ever been on a plane?: Yup.. since very very young//
-Swam in the ocean:Super yes!!
-Fallen asleep at school:i think so :P not often though..
-Broken someone's heart: Ya..
-Fell off your chair: Dun think so...
-Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: haih.. yes...
-What is your room like: like a bed room? duh? comfortable, clean and tidy :D
-What's right beside you: My bowl of salad :D yes.. i'm eating again.. ahahaha...
-What is the last thing you ate: still eating my salad.. almost finish d...
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-Ever had chicken pox: nah
-Sore throat: ya
-Stitches: nah
-Broken nose: nah
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-Do you believe in love at first sight: yes and no.. love at first sight yes but if it doesn't last, dun think it's really love :P
-Like picnics?: Love it!!!! Love the great outdoors!!!
-Who was the last person you danced with: My husband
-Last person made you smile: My husband
-You last yelled at: my dogs
-Today did you kissed anyone: not yet :P
-Get sick: not today but of course been sick b4..
-Miss someone: always miss my frens
-Eat: eh?? wt question is this?? who doesn;t eat?? i've eaten many things today though..
-Best feeling in the world: So many great feelings... one of the best one would be my my wedding day..
-Do you sleep with stuffed animals: I SLEEP WITH REAL ANIMALS... my two pet doggies :D
-What's under your bed: dust and of course the floor.. :D
-Who do you really hate: Lies, Injustice, Unfaithfulness, Cruelty,
-What time: 4:55pm
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5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
-Still Studying
-Looking for my purpose in life
-Serving in my church & cg (youth group)
-Stay with a group of Uni Frens
-Collect unused stamps
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5 things on my to-do list today:

-Work
-Eat the food i brough
-Go buy paint for our house
-call frens to wish Selamat hari raya
-bring my cam to office to take some nice photos
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5 snacks I enjoy:

-Salads!!!
-Potato Chips
-Chocolate with almond
-Fruits
-Ice-cream
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5things I would do if I were a billionaire:
-Use it for expand business
-Travel around the world with family and frends
-Build a Christian Tuition Center for the needy
-Build a Educational Fund foundation for the needy
-Build a Mission Fund foundation for Christian Missionaries and bringing up new generation of Pastors
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5 of my bad habits:
-i like to bite my lower lips while i'm thinking.
-i am late a lot of time for Nigel ( 5 min will become 15min.. sorry sorry...)... and sometimes work (i dun mean it but i always make up for it, means i stay back later...)
-I love to take photos?Of myself, others and anything else... until i rather dun eat :P
-When i cook, I tend to mess up the kitchen?? ahahaha Chinese cooking is most of the time messy mar..
-i tend to get bored easily.. so i need to do something most of the time.. and watching TV or sleeping is not one of it..
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5 places I have lived/stayed a night in:

-In a camp site
-In my secondary school
-behind my house for in house camping in the pass... (in the half hutan)
-Near a river
-In the car.. (coz banjir and cannot go home so have to stay a night in the car.)
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5 things I will do after complete what I'm busy with:
You mean today??
- Go buy paint
-Dinner
-Go kai kai
-Go Home
-Go sleep
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I tag:
Michelle Paulsan
Joanna Paulsan
Wai wai
Su Jane
Jin Ing