On my 31st Birthday! Part 1

We went to Bukit Tinggi on my birthday :D It was really sweet of Nigel to bring me there.. It was a tiring but fun!!

We went to the Japanese Garden first...

Very nice place to relax... it was very hot at first.. but Thank God the cloud came in later and it was more cooling..


Didn't take a lot of photos coz we were carrying so many things.. malas ler :D


but of course I took some picture of Nigel and Alexander... They look so cute together ahahaha...

The World's First Japanese Tea House in the middle of no where!? Ya exactly!

I love this photo... it's so cute.. and the only photo taken with the 3 of us together.. next time will bring someone to help us take photos.. ahahaha.. anyone interested for our next trip?

After that we went to Genting...

Will post about that later :D

"Pan leng leng"!!!

I just can't wait for Elaine and Julian's wedding :D I wonder why...
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May be I get to chance to "pan leng leng"? ahahahaha.. I'm sure some of you out there know that I have been taking Herbalife for Breakfast and even though i have not lost a lot of weight.. (not the weight that I am worried about.) but I have significantly shaped up! :D From l size to and M size!!! Can u believe it? hahaha

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Before I started I was about 60.1 kg, now I'm 57.8kg. not a lot of diff lar.. but then i can fit into some of my old skirts and shirts now! ahahaha I'm so happy...

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I still got some fat to shade off from my tummy lar... :D so... continue to drink it lor! I even met a lady who have been drinking this for many years.. Can you correctly guess her age?

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I got a small curve now :D

last time it was just a lump, that caused me to not been able to wear certain clothes that I have in my closet..

Give you a hint of her age.. can you see some photos below? the yellow back ground one? the guy and the lady in white is her children.. She is the one in purple.. that picture was taken.. 2 -3 years ago.. (if I'm not mistaken) so now can u guess her age?

Water Crisis.. my place..

What a week!!! NO water for a week!

Hopefully the water supply will come today... haih~~ susah..

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Nigel has been going up and down to take water for us.. For someone like us who have a baby, we really need a lot of water.. to wash, to clean, to cook, etc.. so troublesome lar... 15th floor down some more!!!

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it was a loooonnnngggg Q just to take some water... some ppl in the block actually used many creative ways to take the water... some used the BIG tong (like the ones you see ppl keep oil!) some bring their suitcase and put mineral water bottles in the suitcase and dragged it up.. some use a trolley.. (like us..) some used pale and caused the floor to get so wet.. etc..

You see the big "baldi" on the left? we got 2 of those...

I even fill this one with water.. so can have more water later...

The other one that i mentioned..

this was used to put all my tupper wear containers.. also being used to store water now..

Ya ya... i like red stuffs :D got blue also.. pls see below..

aha~~~ these are the pales Nigel use to go down and take water up.. YES!!! he purposely went and buy a trolley!! Cost him about MYR 149 in Tesco!

Very useful though :D lessen his burden a lot!

Just pray that the water will be back today or soon... kesian Nigel...

May babies....

I wonder is there anything similar between May babies...

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Let me introduce the May babies that I know from my church alone :D

Ben, Su En, Lydia Lam, Susana Ho, Me, Rebecca, Jeacie, Geok Choo.. eh?? anyone else i missed out?

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My dad is also born in May... hmm... my secondary school fren Hong Seng Yee, Rachel Tan, Yong yit Kee, Yong Yit Joon and Leong Yee Chung (same day n year with me some more) also May...

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My bosses!!! Sophia and Christopher (same day some more..) also May babies... Summer my ex-collegue...

A hands full ler ahahaha...

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Happy birthday to ALL!!!~~~

All I ask Oh Lord...

*Imagine that the girl (scupture) in the picture is me :D*

Ah~~~ what a lovely tree (if i were her size.. i would think tt the bunch of roses is a tree too.).. I'm sure God had created it so wonderfully and beautiful that it is so breath taking.. it's my birthday today.. and I feel a sense of joy within me that makes me cry everytime i think about it..

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Oh Lord, I have so little to offer you with the things I have in this world.. but you know the most prized possestions I have is in my heart.. As much as I have, in and out, I give it to you and commit them into your hands as an offering. A living sacrifice for your love for me.

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I looked upon your wonders and feel so amazed at the works of your hands.. it is just magnificent and wonderful. No words could express the beauty of your works... Your purpose is much higher then what we could ever imagine or dream of.. Your love is so wide and deep that we couldn't possibly measure..

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All i ask of you My Lord, that you will cherish the treasures that is kept in my heart and bless it throughout eternity... so from generations to generations, they will glorify your name..

I'm so lousy...

I'm such a lousy employee... really I am..

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In the past when I started my first job i am the most hard working, most creative and most fun to be with. But right now, I am just very demotivated.. perhaps my personal life has spilled over to my employment side that caused me to feel and act this way..

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But this is an ascuse or is this the real reason? it's either that or I am a lousy employee lar.. it's very contradicting at times, i know i am good in what I do but I don't feel like doing it.. lousy lar tu!!! haih~~~

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I think this is my short fall.. it reminds me that I am not so perfect.. it reminds me that I am sinful.. I mean, in all things i rely on God but this is one thing that I don't really care much for.. thus.. ends like like this lor~~ Working is just to earns ends meat... tt's wht I perssive but i know i should be a good example in my working place.. but i almost always fail to do that... I'm just a lousy employee sometimes..

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Not that I am not good.. just not good enough I guess.. I am more of a personal person then a emplyment person.. I dunno you all out there understand this or not..

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I think I can be a good mentor, good teacher, trainer, presenter (in sales and marketing even) etc... but in what I do now.. it's so mandate!!! so boring!!! may be i need some spice? i need some adventure? may be change a job? I really dunno right now.. I promised my mom that I wouldn't change my job (becuase economic is bad) and I intead to keep my promise.. until when? I pray that the Lord will guide me in this..

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I just feel that sometimes I am very unfair to the company... msn-ing, read facebook (even though everyone in the company does it) etc.. I have reduce these activities tremendously and still I feel I need more than this... I dunno how to explain lar.. :(

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So long lar my "cerita" today ahahaha.. anyway... I leave it to the Lord... he knows me better... I know I should know what to do by now.. and I do... just the mind is willing the body is weak..

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Worship Centre...

"You give and take away~~ You give and take away~~

My heart will choose to say~~ Blessed be your name~~"

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How many of us understood this chorus?

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How many of us ACTUALLY understood it?

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I understood it.. I understand exactly how it feels..

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I experienced it..

I went through it myself,

the joy of being given and the pain of being taken...

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I know how it feels.. and I still choose to say..

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Bleesed be Your name, Jesus.. Blessed be Your name..

Getting out and about... again..

I miss the times when I could go somewhere and have all the time, all for myself and snap pictures like nobody's business...

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As a mom, i dun have that luxury anymore... oh dear me... i really need time to go outdoors... but i'm sure it will not be too long... may be after 7 to 10 years? when I have given birth to a few children and some of them are able to enjoy the great outdoors with me, then may be we could go and I could again snap pictures like no body's business with them.. wahahaha... What a life!

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Ah.. waiting for it to come true...

Good blogger.. personally...

I think Han Then's blog is very original and her command of English is superb!!! I like to read her blog as it is very expressive, very intelligent and very beautifully worded... She is a writer indeed... unlike me.. wahahaha... My grammer is broken, my spelling is off and my English is lousy ler.. but anyway... thank you for reading this wahahahaha...

I like Jerrica's Blog too, becuase of the nice photos she took... but recently she met with an accident and didn't get to take any :( I miss your photos!!!! up load as soon as you can oh!!!

Jenny's Blog!!! ahahahah absalutely fill with life and fun! Colourful and pretty... I love the photos and how they (her frens too) fully used photoshop to theri advantage... Her frens like Ai Vie, Jen, Jean are really the rainbow in her life... Funny and fun :) her blog has it's ups and downs... it is sencere and true... confused at times.. certain at times... a teenage struggle anywhere in any teen generation..

Cute lar.. from the behind..

Sometimes when we look at certain things from another angle..

we'll be quite surprise to know tt...

This angle is quite cute!

cutie doggie...

Daisy and Minie peeping over the bed..

Peek-Ka-boo... I see you***

Silly Minie.. Mata Guling ke? ahahaha..

For God's young photographer...

Went to visit a young fren last month because she met with an accident... she is still in some pain i believe as she went through an operation...

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Hope you will get well soon ya! You will lar..

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Got this ticket from the hospital we visited her in.. pretty nice and everything spice.. (out of topic) ok ok.. anyway, I just want to encourage her about prioritising. it's very hard and it's very confusing.. some ppl say this should be the way, or it should be like tt.. etc.. Let me share with you how I prioritise and the reason for it...

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1) God is always first..

Why? Need I say more? He is our primary reason for being in this world.. No matter what happen or what had happened or what is going to happen, I can always always count on Jesus to pull me through...

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2) My Family

Family will always be close to my heart no matter they are my direct family, indirect family, in laws or out laws... I love them all.. Some very close Friends are considered my family as well, those who I care very much about and love deeply.. My Nigel and Baby Alexander would be the top 2 and 3 lar. (in the family category)

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3) My Friends

Who can live without good frens? Friends who cared and shared with me are important to me.. I wished i had more time to spent with them.. really... some of you young ones are here...

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4) Church

We are Christ body.. and even though there are some people in the church I am not familiar with, I can still say that I love them and wish to know them more.. wish i get the time and chance to.. and I serve for God's sake and theirs...

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5) Work

This is my last... :D i remembered giving this list of priorities to a Managing director or a Christian Business Owner who was very interested in employing me and having him telling me tt my list is good but not right... I was a bit puzzled... (not correct meh?? where not correct?) He ask me this... "If you are out of work, would you church come and help you or give you money?-NO! If you are in debt, do you think your church will come and safe you?-NO! If your family is hungry and u have nothing to give, will your church feed your family?-NO!" Obviously, the boss is up set.. but come to think of it... he is not all wrong... :) in reality I sometimes wonder are we as a church really relevant to that extend? really sharing the food that is on our table for those who really needs them EVERYDAY?? on and off may be lar.. but not for long...

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Well, anyway.. I still believe My priorities are made straight and for years this has always been the case.. and if anyone come and tell me that I dun love them enough or I am not doing much for certain things... may be that person is right, coz this is how I prioritize!!!

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No matter what other may say

No matter what others may think..

I am very sure i am on track

coz my priorities are made correct.

Can't wait!!!

I can't wait for my trip to Bangkok with Khai Sing!!! Yea! we are going in August..


I'm going this time not because I want to leave my darling baby Boy and my Honey Hubby

behind.. but because I've promised KS many times to go travelling with her.. When my mom was around and she was in NS, she wanted to come to KK and visit but was too rush so couldn't make it.. then she wanted to go climb Mt Kinabalu with me, tt too was not possible (dunno why d..) then, this trip came into mind and I think it's about time I fulfilled this promise..

You know as a Sanguine, we tend to not able to keep our promises.. and I hope throughout the years i have improve in keeping promises and continue to keep my integrity in check... Always..

And you must be wondering why did i put up the photos on top?? why tt photo? :D coz i got those cute little bottles back in Bangkok last year ahahah... it is like a yearly event for me to go BK.. this would be my 4th trip.. :P

Special thanks to Nigel who is so understanding and patient with my stubbornness...

Daisy likes to lick her toys :D

Don't feel like celebrating Mother's Day this year...

I'm such a mess especially this year during Mother's day... I am too heart broken to even thinking about it.. I use to love this season and looking at the potential gifts I could present to my mom... but now, it's no more possible for me to do so..

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I still remember my first gift to my mom was a small mirror... We were so poor, I need to save up a week of my pocket money and even own my fren some just to get my mom a pocket mirror.. coz i knew her's was broken and she didn't get to get a new one for month...

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The mirror cost MYR 1.40 (of course i still remembered, it took me a while to save for it... that's how poor we were..) it was a heart shape mirror and the frame was light green colour with some cute cartoon character on it.. I made a card on Sunday School and when my mom came to pick me up, I presented the mirror along with the funny looking card.. ahahahah I dun remember how the card looked though... :P

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My mom was a bit shocked coz she never thought that I would give her something (how to manage? no money how to get anything right?) and she asked, "Why a mirror??" ahahahahah so funny... Then i told her that I noticed she was using the old broken mirror in the car to put on her make up so i thought of getting her a new one... then she said "Oh...." and smiled.

Then i felt really good about it.. She smiled..

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~~A rememberance of her on Mother's Day~~

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~~ Happy Mother's and Grandmother's Day, mom... You are always the best.~~

Who I think should blog...

i think Khai Sing should blog wahahahah... YuP! She should blog, but dun think she likes to write so may be she wouldn't.. (or may be she has a blog but she is not telling.. ^0^'' ) Why? coz i think she would have a lot of her naughty stories to tell and i think that would be very interesting to read, dun you think so?? ahahaha

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Who else ah.. eh... I think Elaine Wong should write a blog too :D coz she got so many opinions she could just released it via her blog!!! She nags a lot but i always appreciate her sincerity, not to encourage negativity though, she is so frank and that it's funny.. :P to me lar, her sometimes -ve opinions it's funny ahahaha.. sometimes a bit over but we still love her... Her opinion is really interesting also... You should get to know her more..

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And my fren Jane Teo should blog too.. may be in Mandarin coz she is well verse in that language.. she use to like to write, when she were younger and more of an idealist.. still, even though we are older and more realistic doesn't mean we can't write what's on our mind right? :D So consider writing something girl! I think it will be interesting!

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Oh, i also wished Lydia Lam would blog too... but it could be a very long article still I think it will be inspiring and meaningful articles... Everyone is not born a blogger or a writer lar.. so we all will improve. (i hope i have...dunno how? but i hope i have..) She is a jolly lady and I still remember one of the year we had our church 31st December celebration, we had a hat competition and her "fruitful hat" won her the prize for that night!!! see how creative she can be?

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Aha~~~ I think Ben Isreal should blog too :D why ah? coz he is funny... he is also one of my frens who has a lot of constructive opinions that i love to know about.. his comments on certain things is very encouraging, inspiring and funny... at times, sarcastic also lar.. which made it funnier.. aheeheehee.. we dun always agree at certain things yet as good frens we always agree to disagree... ( i think?) Katherine should start writing too.. ahahaha.. she can share her testimony when she just started her journey as a Christian... she is "kici kici cili padi" know!? ahahah and her testimony will blow your mind away!! what she did to do what is right in the eyes of the Lord is outstandingly courageous!!! She could encourage many young Christians out there...

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For now, that's all i could think off... may be there will be part 2 :P

Baby talk

Baby Alexander was talking to both the toys on top and Mickey Mouse (the balloon) :D

At times we thought that Alexander may have been seeing ghost coz he sometimes look at our red wall and started smilling or laughing... Creepy~~~ But in the end we think he was looking at Mickey and reacted to Mickey coz he really likes the Mickey mouse balloon we got him...

Alexander was a bit grumpy in the end of this clip ahahaha...

This is Alexander's first ever Balloon... It's still in our living room :) and Baby Alexander still looks at it and smile.....

Please Help This Puppy..

What a cruel way to dispose of dogs in Pulau Ketam... I understand that they are just doing this out of convenience or may be it is some how solve their problem but this is really cruel!!!

These animals have feelings, just like humans have feelings.. they are more forgiving, more loving than many human in this world. So why treat them like this? It's so sad! What are they having for food?? themselves? so terrible... Even though they may not be as intelligent as a Monkey, but they deserve to be treated with kindness lor..

So wht should they do with the strays? give them to animal care like SPCA or most effectively, dun multiple them.. (at least this will reduce the increase of strays) and by giving them to the proper authorities we are able to manage the stray dogs.. not by dumping them to a deserted island and leave them there to die... it's inhumane..

how to help?? Go to the website and either donate or go there to help...

http://www.mycen.com.my/rescue/

Video of u~~~

Faces.. by Alexander Toh..

Alexander has the cutest expression... It is just so much variety..

He is always trying to talk... especially recently... He got lots of opinions...

let's hope his opinions is as cute as his expressions... :D

For me?? aawww~~~

Very hot lar these days... Haiyo... melting inside the house...

Nigel worse lar. ahahaha.... with his extra "coating" and all, made him feel worse because of the weather...

So he decided to go down and buy himself something and yup! he got one for me too ahaha :D

3 years ago today...

3 years ago today, i still remember that is was my first day in Corbis :D

I remembered that Erni and Mavis was there to company me.. (thank you guys for being there..) Don't think they need to be there during the time but because that was my first day, they sort of have to :P

Erni trained me on that day on onyx as well as how to check my mail box.

I was like so confused with a lot of things, usual I suppose as it is a whole new different thing for me :D

I don't remember where did I had my lunch on that day though... or did I pack?? hhmmm~~~~

It is fun to work on holidays.. especailly the traffic!!! (what traffic?) Exactly!!! Not much !!! ahahah there was no jam :D no delay :) ahahaha especially during the normal working hours.. you know?

Did Jane came in for work that day? or was it WY??

Time really flies!!! pooff* 3 years had past.. so much had happened.. frens got married, promoted, resigned, pregnant, give birth, etc.... Wow~! a whole list my frens!!! I enjoyed the times in Corbis... I wonder how many more years We will still stick together as Corbis MY Team...?

To God's little princess

Life is so much more than just the heart aches... it is beautiful also.. you'll see!

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One day when all these things is over, you'll find the rainbow of God's promises waiting for you. All that has spoken shall come to pass and you shall understand why... Why these things happen to you..

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In life there are always the good and the bad. Ying and yang some call it.. but we as God's princess need to always stand firm on the good side.. or at least try our best to rely on God's help to stand firm on the good side.. Coz no matter what happens and even we are at a lost (or at the "rugi" disposition) we need to try out best to do what is right, what is good.

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"when some one slap you on your left cheek, give him your right as well." Stupid right? ya... Many amazing things happened when people are willing to do stupid things for the right reason with a right spirit..

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Mother Teressa, was spit on when requesting for bread for the India's orphans; Martin Luther King shares courage with no violence. (Never to hit back.) Gandhi; shares the same courage and no violence attitude towards issues of his country... They took drastic measures, sacrifices and humility... They follow the teaching of Christ and at first many viewed it as stupidity, shame and pointless effort... but they put their compassion into action and made this world a better place...

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Even though we are no Gandhi :D we are still called by God to do His work... in anyway we can, pursue our calling and see God at work with your life... You will be amazed~~!!

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No matter how bad you may be.. I'm sure you will be ok, coz some of your own frens have gone through it too.. and not only they survived, they overcome... Coz we are all called to be? yup, Overcomers for Christ..

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And no matter what, there will be those tt love you to bits..No MATTER what...