Do you ever notice how the Devil tries to make your life miserable? Do you relize his sharp teeth when you are traped in his plan? Telling you lies and put doubts, anger, and confusing into your minds?
I hate that, i sometimes feels that and have come across many undefeated battles with the Devil. I failed and i failed badly. How to show others love, how to care for others, how to be a good steward, how to be a better mentor, how to be a loving and supporting gf, how to be a "hou soon" daughter, how to grow the ministry etc.. i have failed many many times.. so many oppositions and trials. How to tahan??? So many complaints, so many discouragements, so many heart aches.
At times i feel very weak and powerless, especially when things didn't go as well at times... hai.... I take it upon myself that its my responsibility and yes i am as i am a part of a very complicated calling. Demanding request pulling for my attenttion as i need to balance doing the right thing and doing it with love..
I sometimes feel i am such a bad influence when things didn't go the right way.... yet i remember that i do not need to be perfect but i will strive for excellence. " But you are to be perfect, even as your Father in heaven is perfect." (Mt 5:48) doesn't mean we are perfect.. "to be" here is an on going action, a work in progress, doing. The scripture didn't say "You are prefect for your Father in Heaven is perfect"!?? nah ah!! So don't be afraid to feel the least among many and perhaps the weakest among the giants.. we can be a dove and still touch many just always be willing & ready to let God take control. Greatness sometimes comes in small packages. Don't you agree? :)
So don't be down and stay down? That is just want the Devil want you to do!? he will discourage you and destroy,crush and break your spirit but count on the Lord for He will renew our strenght and we will soar on wings of eagles.
"But those who wait on the LORD will find new strength. They will fly high on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint." Isa 40:31
I hate that, i sometimes feels that and have come across many undefeated battles with the Devil. I failed and i failed badly. How to show others love, how to care for others, how to be a good steward, how to be a better mentor, how to be a loving and supporting gf, how to be a "hou soon" daughter, how to grow the ministry etc.. i have failed many many times.. so many oppositions and trials. How to tahan??? So many complaints, so many discouragements, so many heart aches.
At times i feel very weak and powerless, especially when things didn't go as well at times... hai.... I take it upon myself that its my responsibility and yes i am as i am a part of a very complicated calling. Demanding request pulling for my attenttion as i need to balance doing the right thing and doing it with love..
I sometimes feel i am such a bad influence when things didn't go the right way.... yet i remember that i do not need to be perfect but i will strive for excellence. " But you are to be perfect, even as your Father in heaven is perfect." (Mt 5:48) doesn't mean we are perfect.. "to be" here is an on going action, a work in progress, doing. The scripture didn't say "You are prefect for your Father in Heaven is perfect"!?? nah ah!! So don't be afraid to feel the least among many and perhaps the weakest among the giants.. we can be a dove and still touch many just always be willing & ready to let God take control. Greatness sometimes comes in small packages. Don't you agree? :)
So don't be down and stay down? That is just want the Devil want you to do!? he will discourage you and destroy,crush and break your spirit but count on the Lord for He will renew our strenght and we will soar on wings of eagles.
"But those who wait on the LORD will find new strength. They will fly high on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint." Isa 40:31
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